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1. Searching for me this time. by Theo_the_silly

   Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   29 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Avery | AveryTheMayo/Derek Hutchins | d3rLord3
   • Avery | AveryTheMayo
   • Derek Hutchins | d3rLord3
   • The King In Yellow | Hastur (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Depressed Avery | AveryTheMayo
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Derek is alive
   • Hastur is in Derek's head
   • Hastur got demoted
   • Derek is searching for Avery
   • Suicidal Ideation
   • derek has infinite knowledge
   • Avery doesn't know Derek is alive
   • Gay Sex
   • Gay Marriage
   • They get married at the end so it's all good
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • Author updates randomly
   • Author has never had a job
   • Author does not live in setting
   • Bottom Avery | AveryTheMayo
   • Power bottom x soft top
   • Derek has no relationship experience
   • Avery's a freak
   • Author is learning with each chapter
   • Author loves to YAP
   • Derek is stressed
   • Eventual Smut
   • Tags May Change
   • I'm Bad at Pacing
   • Author is Projecting
   • Dark Comedy
   • Casual Breaking of the Fourth Wall
   • Narrator is a part of the story
   • The King In Yellow | Hastur is a Little Shit (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • I Wrote This While Listening to Will Wood's Music
   • I am cherry picking from canon like they do the bible
   • i am the target audience
   • No beta we die like Derek
   • Well not really cuz he survives but shhh
   • PLEASE bully me into updating
   • Author is a fat little chud

   Summary

   Avery is fully convinced Derek is dead, depression sweeping his mind in a near instant. However, Derek is perfectly alive. Now with infinite knowledge of Avery's pain, Derek must travel cross the country to save Avery from himself. With Hastur taunting him from within his own mind. 

    

   Will he make it before it's too late? Will Avery know it's him? Will they bang? Who can say. (Me I can. Since I'm the author.) 

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   5,752

   Chapters:

   7/?

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