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1. rows of engraved milk teeth by OneBear0_o

   Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   08 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Avery | AveryTheMayo/Derek Hutchins | d3rLord3
   • Avery | AveryTheMayo & The King In Yellow | Hastur
   • Avery | AveryTheMayo
   • The King In Yellow | Hastur (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Derek Hutchins | d3rLord3
   • Avery
   • Religious Guilt
   • unreality
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Funerals
   • Dreams and Nightmares
   • church
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • no beta we die like my internet access
   • I Don't Even Know
   • heavy religious themes
   • sunday school
   • title from a los campesinos! song. goodness i love that song
   • It/Its Pronouns For The King In Yellow | Hastur (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Emotional Manipulation
   • Avery | AveryTheMayo Needs a Hug
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • POV First Person
   • Lowercase
   • Mentioned Avery | AveryTheMayo’s Parents
   • Again with the religous guilt.

   Summary

   i had loved him. he was my everything. i threw away everything for him. i killed him. i fought god. i denied it, in the name of my love for him, and god punished me.

   i took a breath and the air around me did not feel stiff or stale. it felt new. it was old.

   i stepped out the booth, blinking. the room was reborn.

   OR

   i go to church and confess my sins, because he is dead, and he is dead, and he is dead.

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