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Years of Shared Sweat (2012)

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June 3, 2012, Sendai City Gymnasium, Sendai, Miyagi Prefecture, Japan

Suga stresses out over the third-round match on Day 2 of the Interhigh Qualifiers, but Daichi is there for him.

Notes:

backdating to finish september before october arrives. i'm still in recovery, but time is ticking 🎡

Suga is nearly 18 (b. Jun. 13, 1994)
Daichi is 17 (b. Dec. 31, 1994)

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The bright lights of the Sendai City Gymnasium hum overhead, heavy with the humid late-morning air of early June. The court squeaks under a dozen pairs of sneakers, but for Koushi Sugawara, the noise is beginning to sound as though it is underwater. The referee's whistle piercingly signals a rotation. The board flips, showing the number two. Koushi turns, stepping off the glossy hardwood floor to make way for Tobio Kageyama. As his feet transition from the resonant wood to the dull rubber of the sideline, Koushi feels the familiar, quiet ache settle behind his ribs. He turns back to face the younger setter, opening his mouth to utter the usual words of selfless support—the steady, reliable *kateyo* ("Go win this") that a vice-captain is supposed to offer from the bench.

 

Instead, the gym floor seems to dissolve beneath him.

 

In the span of a single heartbeat, the fluorescent rafters vanish, replaced by the vast, shadowy expanse of an old, abandoned distillery—a ghost of a location buried deep in his childhood memories. Heavy wooden barrels line the damp brick walls, smelling of aged grain, dust, and long-settled decay. Koushi finds himself standing inside a cramped, self-imposed prison cell tucked away in the darker corner of the hall. His fingers, pale and trembling, curl around cold iron bars.

 

He looks down at his hands. He isn't holding a volleyball; he is holding onto his own isolation. For weeks, ever since the brilliant first-year genius took the starting spot, Koushi has been slowly building these walls, brick by brick. He has convinced himself that stepping back is his ultimate duty to the team, framing his retreat as maturity. But inside this dimly lit cellar, he sees it for what it truly is: surrender. He has locked himself out of the fight, watching his own youth play out from behind a barrier he built with his own hands.

 

"You promised you wouldn't come back." The voice is small, sharp, and laced with dynamic disappointment.

 

Koushi turns his head toward the shadow near the heavy oak barrels. Standing there is a younger version of himself—seven years old, knees scraped from falling on the asphalt, eyes wide and fiercely determined. That boy had made a pact on a dusty neighborhood court to never give up his spot, to fight for every single inch of space he claimed in this sport.

 

The seven-year-old steps closer, glaring through the iron bars with raw, unvarnished anger. "You promised you'd stay on the court. Why are you locking yourself away?"

 

The words strike Koushi with the force of a spiked volleyball right to the chest. The boy is right. By accepting his place on the bench as an absolute fate rather than a temporary hurdle, he is betraying the very heart of why he plays. He isn't just supporting the team; he is hiding.

 

"I'm not finished," Koushi whispers to the memory of his past self.

 

His grip on the imaginary iron tightens. The realization surges through him like an electric shock: he wants to play. He wants to set. He wants to win on that floor, not just watch from the sidelines. With a deep, shuddering breath, Koushi shoves against the cold bars. The metal bends, cracks, and shatters like cheap glass. The shadowy walls of the distillery crumble into dust, blowing away in a sudden draft of hot gym air.

 

The ceiling lights of the Sendai City Gymnasium come rushing back in a blur of gold and white.

 

Koushi blinks, his lungs expanding as he grounds himself back in the present. Standing mere inches in front of him is a familiar figure, casting a broad, warm shadow over his face. A tuft of dark brown hair catches the light as Daichi Sawamura leans in, his brow furrowed with quiet concern.

 

"Suga?" Daichi asks softly, his voice low enough to be lost under the general roar of the crowd. His dark eyes scan Koushi's face, searching for any sign of the anxiety that usually plagues his fellow third-year during high-stress rotations. "Are you alright?"

 

The sheer, solid reality of Daichi—the man who has stood beside him through every crushing defeat and small victory for three long years—sweeps away the last lingering cobwebs of the prison cell. Overcome by a sudden, fierce wave of emotion, Koushi doesn't offer a measured response. Instead, he reaches out, grabbing the collar of Daichi's jersey, and pulls the captain down. Before Daichi can register the movement, Koushi wraps his arms tightly around his shoulders and presses his lips firmly to Daichi's.

 

The world around them seems to pause. Daichi stiffens in sheer surprise for a fraction of a second, a soft gasp caught in his throat. But as Koushi's fingers grip the fabric of his uniform, holding him close with an unspoken intensity, Daichi relaxes. His eyes flutter shut, and he reciprocates the press of their lips, his hand rising instinctively to rest against the small of Koushi's back, anchoring him firmly to the earth. It is brief, fierce, and entirely grounded in the deep trust they have cultivated over years of shared sweat and sweat-stained jerseys.

 

When Koushi pulls back, the air between them is charged, but the heavy fog in his eyes is entirely gone. Daichi looks at him, cheeks slightly flushed, but his expression has shifted from worry to a quiet, knowing smile.

 

Koushi turns toward the court, a brilliant, genuine grin spreading across his face. The defeatist mindset is completely gone, replaced by the fiery spirit of a vice-captain who refuses to give up his ground. He looks straight at Kageyama, who is waiting near the sideline with an expression of mild confusion.

 

Koushi doesn't tell him to go win it alone. He claims his place right alongside them. "Let's win!" Koushi calls out, his voice ringing loud and clear over the ambient noise of the tournament, echoing with the full weight of a promise kept.