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It starts with a rumor.
Mu Qing hears it in passing, the way one hears most things in Heaven: half-formed, whispered behind a fan, dropped casually into conversation as if it does not matter.
“General Nan Yang is rather devoted to General Xuan Zhen, is he not?”
“Devoted does not begin to cover it.”
“I heard he knelt during the last banquet.”
“He kneels often, apparently.”
“Not during the banquet. In front of General Xuan Zhen. Privately.”
Mu Qing does not react.
He never reacts.
He has spent centuries perfecting the art of appearing unaffected. He lets the words slide off him like water off stone.
But Feng Xin reacts.
Mu Qing sees it in the way Feng Xin’s jaw tightens, in the way his eyes flick toward the speakers before Mu Qing subtly shakes his head.
Leave it, Mu Qing signals. It does not matter.
Feng Xin looks at him for a long moment.
Then he nods.
But Mu Qing knows that look.
It is the look that says: It matters to me.
⸻
The rumors do not stop.
They spread, as rumors do, through banquets and meetings and casual gatherings. By the end of the week, half of Heaven seems to have an opinion on Feng Xin’s devotion to Mu Qing.
Some find it amusing.
“General Nan Yang has always been dramatic.”
Some find it suspicious.
“Surely this is not appropriate behavior between generals.”
Some find it threatening.
“If General Xuan Zhen has such influence over General Nan Yang, what does that mean for the balance of power?”
Mu Qing ignores them all.
He has more important things to worry about.
Until an official decides to make it a public matter.
⸻
The meeting is formal, as most meetings in Heaven are. The gods gather to discuss mortal prayers, demonic activity, the usual administrative burdens of divinity.
Mu Qing sits at his usual place. Feng Xin sits beside him, close enough that their sleeves brush.
An official clears his throat.
“General Xuan Zhen,” he says, addressing Mu Qing directly. “There have been… concerns raised about your relationship with General Nan Yang.”
Mu Qing’s expression does not change.
“Concerns?”
“Some feel that General Nan Yang’s devotion to you may be… excessive. That it could cloud his judgment. That it could compromise the integrity of his position.”
The room goes quiet.
Mu Qing feels Feng Xin shift beside him.
He places a hand on Feng Xin’s sleeve.
Stay.
Feng Xin stills.
Mu Qing looks at the official.
“General Nan Yang’s judgment,” he says, voice level, “has never been in question. His record speaks for itself.”
“Of course. But—”
“And if anyone has a problem with how General Nan Yang chooses to conduct himself,” Mu Qing continues, “they can bring it to me directly. Not through rumors. Not through insinuation.”
The official pales.
“I meant no offense, General Xuan Zhen.”
“Good.”
Mu Qing leans forward slightly.
“Let me be clear,” he says. “General Nan Yang’s loyalty, his choices, his actions—they are his own. If he wishes to kneel, to stand, to fight, to protect, that is his decision. And I will not have anyone questioning his integrity because of it.”
The room remains silent.
No one dares speak.
Mu Qing sits back.
He does not look at Feng Xin.
He does not need to.
He can feel Feng Xin staring at him, something warm and overwhelmed radiating off him in waves.
⸻
Later, in the privacy of their palace, Feng Xin finds words.
“You did not have to do that,” he says.
Mu Qing is pouring tea. His hands do not shake. “I know.”
“They were not wrong. I do… a lot.”
“Yes.” Mu Qing hands him a cup. “You do.”
Feng Xin takes the tea. He does not drink.
He just holds it, looking at Mu Qing like he is trying to memorize him.
“Why did you defend me?” he asks.
Mu Qing exhales.
“Because someone has to,” he says, echoing Feng Xin’s own words from years ago. “And because…”
He stops.
Feng Xin waits.
Mu Qing sets his tea down.
“Because I am tired of pretending I do not care what they say,” he admits. “I am tired of acting like your devotion is something to be ashamed of. It is not.”
Feng Xin’s eyes widen.
“Mu Qing…”
“And if they want to talk,” Mu Qing continues, “let them talk. They can say what they want. You are still here. I am still here. And I would rather have them whisper about us than have you stop being… you.”
Feng Xin sets his tea down.
He stands.
He crosses the room.
He kneels.
Not dramatically. Not for show.
Just quietly, in front of Mu Qing, like he has done a hundred times before.
Mu Qing does not tell him to get up.
He reaches down.
He takes Feng Xin’s hand.
“Stay,” he says.
Feng Xin smiles.
“Always.”
⸻
The rumors do not stop.
They never do.
But something shifts.
When people whisper now, Mu Qing does not look away.
When people question Feng Xin’s choices, Mu Qing answers before Feng Xin can.
When people try to use Feng Xin’s devotion against him, they find that Mu Qing is no longer willing to let them.
Heaven notices.
Heaven talks.
Heaven judges.
Mu Qing does not care.
He has chosen.
And for the first time, he is not hiding it.