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1. deep into that darkness peering by capsicle410

   Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   14 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Steve Rogers & Tony Stark
   • James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers
   • Steve Rogers
   • Tony Stark
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Steve Rogers Needs a Hug
   • Steve Rogers Is Not Okay
   • Steve Rogers Has Nightmares
   • Pre-Serum Steve Rogers
   • Angst
   • Hurt Steve Rogers
   • Steve Rogers Has PTSD
   • Steve Rogers Has Panic Attacks
   • Survivor Guilt
   • Steve Rogers Has Self-Esteem Issues
   • Trauma
   • Canon Divergence - Post-Movie: The Avengers (2012)
   • Kidnapping
   • No Beta We Die Like Steve's Self-Esteem
   • Tony Stark Has a Heart
   • Steve Rogers & Tony Stark Friendship
   • Tony Stark Pretends Not To Care
   • Implied/Referenced Suicidal Thoughts
   • Bucky Barnes Is Dead (Or So Steve Rogers Thinks)
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Tags May Change
   • Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes
   • Captivity
   • Torture
   • Mind Games
   • Flashbacks
   • Pre-Movie: Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014)
   • Whump
   • Steve Rogers Is Definitely Not Okay
   • I suck at tags

   Summary

   Steve Rogers hasn't slept peacefully since Bucky Barnes fell from that train.

   Nightmares, guilt, and memories follow him into the twenty-first century, no matter how hard he runs from them.

   But when an early-morning run ends unexpectedly, Steve realizes that the past may not be done with him yet.

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   English

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   Chapters:

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