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1. to know him is to love him. by Anonymous

   Fandoms: CORTIS (Band)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   11 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Martin Edwards/Zhao Yufan | James
   • Omegaverse
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • bratty james
   • Idols
   • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
   • Alpha Martin Edwards (CORTIS)
   • Omega Chao Yufan | James
   • Mating Cycles/In Heat
   • Scenting
   • Knotting
   • Boypussy James (CORTIS)
   • Cunnilingus
   • Vaginal Sex
   • Vaginal Fingering
   • Squirting and Vaginal Ejaculation
   • Overstimulation
   • Creampie
   • bandmates to lovers
   • James is Bad at Feelings
   • Soft Alpha Martin
   • Martin is Whipped
   • Emotional Sex
   • Lots and lots and lots of slick
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Mutual pining but james doesn’t know it
   • Fluff and Smut

   Summary

   James has spent a year at war with his own body. Suppressants, mood swings, the stage collapse, the humiliation of being seen. He’d rather walk into traffic than let a company-assigned alpha touch him.

   Then Martin shows up with the one thing even James—the strong, self-sufficient, stubbornly independent Zhao Yufan—can’t reject.

   James tells him to leave. But when has Martin ever been the type to listen?

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