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1. The Mess That I Am by autumnblooms

   Fandoms: The Blood of Dawnwalker (Video Game)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   12 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Coen/Marat (The Blood Of Dawnwalker)
   • Coen (The Blood of Dawnwalker)
   • Marat (The Blood of Dawnwalker)
   • Ambrus (The Blood of Dawnwalker)
   • Extended Scene
   • Angst
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Vampire Sex
   • bottom Coen
   • top Marat
   • Blood Drinking
   • Anal Fingering
   • Anal Sex
   • just two awkward guys in love
   • finally fucking about it
   • Ambrus is Johnny Silverhand
   • some self loathing
   • Coen hates himself
   • Marat thinks he's the hottest thing in the world
   • vampires getting overwhelmed by sex
   • Praise Kink

   Summary

   Coen and Marat were both driven, goal-oriented men. Respectable men, with reputations to uphold. So neither anticipated the other could possibly reciprocate forbidden, illegal, feelings.

   Coen certainly didn't anticipate checking in on Marat after nightfall would lead to...this.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Hide Your Love, Don't Let it Slip Away

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   6,772

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   1/1

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