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1. The One Person I Was Afraid To Love by yushiyuchi

   Fandoms: NCT (Band)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   18 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Oh Sion/Tokuno Yushi
   • Maeda Riku (NCT)
   • Kim Daeyoung | Jaehee
   • Hirose Ryo (NCT)
   • Fujinaga Sakuya
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Physical Abuse
   • Emotional Manipulation
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Slow Burn
   • Oh Sion is Bad at Feelings
   • Top Oh Sion
   • Bottom Tokuno Yushi
   • Eventual Smut
   • yushi is abused
   • but not by sion
   • Sexual Tension
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
   • Childhood Friends

   Summary

   sion has loved yushi for years, but he’d rather keep him as his best friend than risk losing him completely.

   then yushi falls for someone else.

   and somewhere along the way, the person sion trusted to make yushi happy becomes the reason yushi stops looking like himself.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   63,659

   Chapters:

   28/28

   Comments:

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