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1. The Essence of You by sirainity

   Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   15 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Illuga/Lohen (Genshin Impact)
   • Illuga (Genshin Impact)
   • Lohen (Genshin Impact)
   • Varka (Genshin Impact)
   • Nikita (Genshin Impact)
   • Jean (Genshin Impact)
   • Aedon (Genshin Impact)
   • Klee (Genshin Impact)
   • First Kiss
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • they dont go all the way because i chickened out
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Love Letters
   • majority of this story is written in letters
   • Missions Gone Wrong
   • Lohen Calls Illuga "Birdie" (Genshin Impact)
   • Illuga Needs a Hug (Genshin Impact)
   • Lohen Needs a Hug (Genshin Impact)
   • Lohen is Bad at Feelings (Genshin Impact)
   • Illuga is also bad at feelings
   • Lohen is pretty sad
   • No beta we die like the wild hunt when lohen stabs them
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • Minor Character Death
   • they're so in love
   • Illuga is lowkey possessive
   • Lohen is Soft for Illuga (Genshin Impact)

   Summary

   “I will come back. As fast as I can.”

   At that, Illuga finally met Lohen’s gaze, and a sad smile was dancing on his lips. “Promise?”, he asked hopefully.

   Lohen didn’t do promises. They were pointless, if someone wanted to do something, they would, regardless of what they said or not. At least, that was what he thought until now. Now, when Illuga’s beautiful eyes were looking at him as if he was his everything, Lohen had no other choice than to submit, again.

   “I promise.”

    

    

   or: a story about grief, and everything that led to it

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