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The waiting room of the Nod Krai Veterinary Clinic carries the distinct smell of fear, wet fur, and industrial-grade bleach; a sharp, acrid concoction that Illuga is all too familiar with by now. The low hum of the fluorescent lights overhead buzzes against his temples, grounding him in the reality of a Tuesday morning shift that has already spiraled off its axis.
At twenty-three, Illuga’s spine feels less like flesh and bone and more like a stack of splintering sticks held together by sheer will and near-lethal doses of black coffee. He stands behind the front counter, shoes squeaking against the linoleum as he wipes down the counter haphazardly with a bleach rag. Inside the lining of his scrubs, a tiny weight shifts against his ribs; Aedon, his rescued nightingale, twitches his wings lightly, poking his beak out from the overlap of Illuga’s pocket. Absentmindedly, Illuga reaches up with a gloved thumb, absentmindedly brushing the soft down on the bird’s head.
The usual morning chaos is expected. Maybe a nervous dog straining against its leash, or a yowling cat in a plastic crate. Instead, a wall of unnatural and suffocating silence crashes over the room without warning.
It is immediate, just as it is absolute. The cacophony of the waiting room simply ceases. Illuga stops wiping the counter and looks up, his brow furrowing as the hairs on the back of his neck start to prickle.
Every animal in the lobby seems to have been frozen in time. A nervous German Shepherd near the door has pressed its snout firmly against the floor, whining lowly. A pair of parrots in a transport cage have stopped their squabbling entirely, huddled together on their perch. Even the air itself feels heavier, the temperature plummeting several degrees and replacing the humid stench of the lobby with the icy bite of ozone.
Standing squarely in the center of the doorway, framed by the pale morning light streaming through the glass, is a tall, imposing stranger.
He looks almost like he’s dragged the midnight fog directly off the Nod-Krai coastline and into the sterile clinic, sporting a heavy, dark overcoat that looks distinctly old-world in a way Illuga can’t seem to place. Deep shadows pool in the hollows of his sharp cheekbones and beneath his weary citrine eyes. There is a strange, desolate authority radiating from him that demands space; so much so that many of the waiting pet owners in the lobby seem to be instinctively inching their chairs backward too, the nervousness of their beloved pets practically contagious.
Cradled against his broad chest and held with the same kind of delicate reverence reserved for sacred artifacts, is a tiny, creamy-grey colored Pomeranian puppy who looks to be around six months old.
Illuga blinks, shaking off the visceral chill that had paralysed his lungs momentarily. He tosses the bleach rag onto the counter, trying to wake himself up with the smack of wet cloth on laminate.
"Can I help you?" Illuga asks in a steady voice, cutting through the silence.
The stranger turns around. His movements are measured and slow, almost agonisingly deliberate. When his gaze lands on Illuga, a visible wave of relief washes across his face, though the desperate furrow of his brow remains firmly intact. Stepping forward, Illuga can’t help but notice how his heavy leather boots make little to no sound against the floor.
"I beseech you, doctor," the man says. The deepness of his low voice echoes around through the quiet room like a cellist dragging a bow across a bass string. "Please. You must take a look at him without delay."
Illuga’s eyes drop to the puppy. The tiny Pomeranian is wrapped in a knitted cashmere blanket, its black button nose twitching with a curious sniff. It… isn't panting or shivering. In fact, the dog looks entirely comfortable where it sits, resting its tiny chin against the man's thick leather glove and looking up at the ceiling with blissfully vacant eyes.
"What seems to be the emergency?" Illuga asks, immediately falling back on his practiced clinical monotone. Forgoing his correction of the 'doctor' title in favour of assessing the situation, he steps out from behind the counter to examine the puppy more closely. As he approaches, a sudden draft hits him that sends a shiver down his spine; a strange breeze that somehow smells faintly of a crackling fireplace.
"The young master refused his breakfast this morning," the man declares, his voice laced with absolute gravity. He shifts the puppy slightly in his hands, as if presenting a dying monarch to his court. "He turned his face from his bowl, lay upon his cushion and issued a sigh so profound and heavy with sorrow, that I fear it signifies his impending demise. It would wound me beyond measure if his last memory of this world was one of suffering and hunger."
Illuga just stares.
He looks at the man's grim, sorrowful expression, then down at the 'young master.' The puppy opens its mouth, lets out a small, high-pitched bark, and licks a speck of lint off the man's sleeve.
The internal gears in Illuga’s head grind to a screeching halt. He’s running on two hours of sleep and an IV drip of pure espresso. He does not have the time or energy for theatrical monologues.
"Put him on the scale," Illuga says flatly, pivoting on his heel toward the triage station.
Immediately, the man follows, keeping pace with Illuga’s brisk walk far too easily with long strides. He lowers the Pomeranian onto the cold metal plate with care, his watchful gaze never leaving the animal for a single second. The puppy immediately sits down, wags its fluffy tail twice, and looks up at Illuga, waiting for a treat.
Illuga pulls on a fresh pair of gloves with a sharp snap, moving systematically as he always does. He checks the dog's eyes: clear and bright, okay. Then lifts the lips to check the gums: a healthy, vibrant pink. Next, the stethoscope is placed flush against the small chest, listening to the steady lub-dub of a perfectly functioning canine heart. Finally, he palpates the abdomen, raising his brows as he feels against a slight, firm resistance in the lower intestine.
"He is fading, isn't he?" murmurs the man, hovering over Illuga’s shoulder like a hawk. The sheer proximity brings another wave of that strange chill, making the tiny hairs on the back of Illuga's neck stand on end again. "Speak plainly, doctor. I am prepared for the worst."
"He's constipated," Illuga says, pulling off his gloves.
The man blinks. For a fraction of a second, his carefully refined composure cracks, revealing an expression of utter, almost childlike confusion. "…Constipated?"
"Yes," Illuga says, tossing the gloves into the bin. He leans his hips back against the steel counter, crossing his arms over his chest. "And maybe a bit of a picky eater. What did you try feeding him this morning?"
"The standard fare," the man answers, straightening his spine. "Premium, grain-free salmon kibble, rehydrated with organic bone broth, as specified by his pedigree documentation."
Illuga just stares at him. "Have you tried chicken instead of kibble?"
The man's eyes widen slightly. "Is... Is poultry a medically sound intervention for his affliction?"
Illuga lets out a breath that is half-sigh, half-snort, the sheer absurdity of the moment finally managing to break through his sleep deprivation. "No. But he's a six-month-old puppy. Sometimes they just don't want dry food. Your dog isn't dying, sir. He's just stubborn. Buy some plain canned pumpkin, mix a tablespoon into his food, and give him some boiled chicken tonight. If he hasn't cleared his system by tomorrow afternoon, bring him back."
The man gazes down at the puppy, then back up at Illuga, a look of profound, solemn gratitude washing over his pale features. "Your wisdom in these matters is... paramount, doctor. I was blind to the nuances of his spirit."
"He doesn't have a spiritual failing, he just needs fiber," mutters Illuga, grabbing a pen to log the session. "Now, what is your–"
Before he can finish his question, the heavy double doors at the end of the hallway bang open with near-violent force.
"Illuga!" a voice cuts through the air, sharp and commanding. "Room Three! The rescue bulldog from the freeway intake is coding. I need an airway set and epinephrine drawn now!"
The adrenaline hits Illuga like a physical slap, instantly wiping away the quiet of the lobby as memories suddenly hijack his thoughts. For a split second, all he can think about is the horrible stench of smoke. Thick ash, burning rubber, the desperate heat of cages he couldn't unlock in time.
Not today. He isn't losing anything today.
"Take your dog home!" Illuga shouts over his shoulder to the gloomy stranger, not bothering to wait for an answer. "He’s fine!"
By Thursday afternoon, Tuesday’s strange encounter with the gloomy giant and his Pomeranian has blurred into the background of Nod Krai Clinic’s unrelenting grind.
Illuga sits at the stainless steel prep table in the back office, his fingers moving with rapid, mechanical economy as he draws up a syringe of antibiotic suspension. Behind him on his perch, Aedon lets out a low, contented chirp.
Across the exam table, Kinich doesn't even blink. His stoic, deadpan face remains entirely unbothered, emerald eyes fixed on an unconscious iguana strapped to the bench. Perched squarely on Kinich’s left shoulder, a remarkably feisty, bright-yellow bearded dragon named Ajaw puffs out his spiked throat, lurching forward to clamp his jaws directly onto Kinich’s earlobe.
The guy doesn’t flinch or even pause, but simply tilts his head half an inch to give the lizard a better angle to bite, his voice flat and monotonous as he holds the iguana’s back leg firm. "Ajaw, stop biting my face while I'm holding a target. If you puncture my lobe again, I'm feeding all your crickets to Cacucu."
Ajaw responds by shaking his head vigorously, his tiny teeth locked onto Kinich’s skin like a reptilian earring.
"He's not listening to you," mutters Illuga, fingers securing a fresh needle cap. "And you're bleeding all over my sterile field."
"It's a minor laceration," Kinich says, watching the iguana shift in its medically-induced sleep with clinical disinterest. "Besides, Ajaw’s jaw strength is improving. Last week he couldn't break the skin."
"You two are an absolute joy to watch first thing in the afternoon," a lazy, melodic voice drawls from the doorway.
The heavy swinging door to the back office bumps open, and leaning against the jamb is Ifa the head vet, looking as usual as if he’s never experienced a stressful second in his entire life, even despite his choice of career. His scrubs are unbuttoned at the collar, and a half-empty plastic cup of iced coffee sits in his right hand. Balanced comfortably on his left shoulder is Cacucu, his vibrant, exotic bird. The creature bobs its head up and down, eyed with disdain by Ajaw from across the room.
"Afternoon, boys," Ifa says, taking a slow sip through his straw. "How’s the local fauna treating us?"
"This iguana caught its leg on a chain-link fence," Illuga says, capping his syringe. "Clean tear. Three stitches. Needs two days of antibiotics."
"Beautiful," Ifa hums. Cacucu lets out a loud, startlingly accurate impression of the front-desk bell–ding!–before leaning down to pluck a sunflower seed straight out of Ifa’s scrub pocket. Ifa doesn't even break his stride, leaning a hip against the counter. "You look like hell, Illuga. When was the last time you slept? And don't tell me 'yesterday,' because I know for a fact you worked the night intake for the shelter."
Illuga’s jaw tightens. He strips off his gloves, tossing them into the yellow biohazard bin with a snap. "The shelter had three litters of abandoned strays. Someone needed to weigh them."
"And that someone had to be you," Ifa sighs, though his gaze softens with a quiet fondness. "I admire the work ethic, kid, really. But if you pass out on my linoleum, I have to fill out worker's comp paperwork, and you know how much I hate forms. Kinich, get your dragon off your face before he tears the cartilage."
Kinich reaches up with one hand, casually prying Ajaw’s jaws open with a thumb and index finger. The bearded dragon lets out an indignantly loud huff, thrashing his tail before settling back down onto Kinich’s collarbone and glaring sullenly at Cacucu. "Ajaw was establishing dominance," Kinich explains. "It's a territorial boundary."
"Right. Territorial," Ifa laughs, taking another sip of his coffee. "Well, clear the deck. We’ve got three routine checkups at four, and I want everything prepped before the evening rush."
Once Friday arrives, the fatigue has long since settled deeply into Illuga’s bones. He works alongside the intake staff through a relentless parade of routine vaccinations and panicked pet owners. The fear of loss that these people carry with them is one he’s too familiar with; even when he’s focused on his job, it never truly leaves but just sits behind his sternum. Every life saved at the clinic is a small, necessary payment against a debt he can never fully clear.
By Tuesday morning–exactly one week since the mysterious, gloomy stranger first stepped foot into the clinic–Illuga is back at the front counter, logging lab results into the terminal.
Without warning, the lobby goes dead silent once again.
Illuga’s fingers freeze over the keyboard. Across the triage floor, Kinich stops writing on his clipboard. Ajaw flattens his spiked collar in rare, cautious silence. In the back doorway, Ifa pauses mid-sip of his energy drink, a slow amused grin spreading across his face as Cacucu tilts his head.
Illuga turns slowly.
Standing in the center of the doorway, looking just as emo as he did seven days ago, is the stranger. And cradled against his dark chest is the same Pomeranian.
"No way," Kinich mutters quietly from the triage bay. "He's back."
"Told you," Ifa chuckles under his breath, leaning lazily against the doorframe as Cacucu lets out a low, inquisitive chirp. "About to become best client of the month."
The stranger glides across the floor, while all the pets in the waiting room shrink back from his path. He stops at the counter, his hollow yellow eyes locking onto Illuga with that same intense focus.
"Doctor," says the man, his grave voice echoing off the tiles of the lobby. "I beseech you once more. Another dire crisis has overcome the young master."
Illuga slowly closes his laptop and stares at the fluffy, perfectly healthy-looking Pomeranian, who wags its tail happily at the sight of the vet tech again.
"What is it this time?" Illuga asks, his voice dry as bone.
"He stared into the corner of the parlor for twenty minutes this morning and refused to make eye contact with me," the man announces solemnly. "I fear he has lost his will to reside in this realm."
Ifa buries his face in his hand to smother a snort, his shoulders shaking with silent laughter. Kinich simply watches with unblinking, analytical fascination.
Rubbing the bridge of his nose, Illuga can feel a familiar headache start to throb behind his eyes. He looks at the puppy, then up at the dark, sorrowful face of the giant standing before him.
"Put him on the scale," he sighs.
As the man steps forward to carefully place the dog on the plate, Illuga catches sight of the blank intake form sitting on his clipboard from earlier. The owner's name line is still completely empty.
Illuga narrows his eyes slightly, making a firm mental note: Before this guy leaves today, I am getting his name.
The stainless-steel scale creaks softly as the Pomeranian settles onto the metal surface, curling its fluffy tail over its paws with an air of absolute self satisfaction.
Illuga snaps a fresh pair of nitrile gloves over his knuckles once again, the latex popping sharply against his wrists. Bending down, he rests his forearms on the edge of the examination table to bring himself eye-to-eye with the pup, who immediately leans forward, pressing its cool, wet nose against the tip of Illuga’s gloved finger.
"Right," Illuga says, his voice flat as he gently lifts the puppy’s upper lip. Gums are pink, moist, perfectly capillary refilled. "Vital signs are identical to last week's. Pulse is seventy-two. No fever. No abdominal tenderness."
Behind him, the shadowy giant hovers nervously like a storm cloud lingering over a coastline. "Did he display any other symptoms?" Illuga asks, sliding a pen out of his scrub pocket. "Vomiting? Shivering? Loss of motor control?"
"None," the man answers solemnly. He stands with his gloved hands clasped tightly behind his broad back, the dark overcoat casting a long shadow across the floor. "Simply the hollow, unmoving gaze into the corner. He sat before the parlor baseboard, unblinking, for twenty agonising minutes. I called his title. I offered his dried beef liver treats. He did not stir. I feared... I feared his soul was being summoned elsewhere."
On the metal scale, the Pomeranian’s fluffy tail suddenly freezes mid-wag. Its ears twitch once, locking forward, and its tiny head stiffens. The pup’s bright black eyes widen, fixing in an absolute, unblinking trance directly onto the dark shadow beneath the laminate cabinet near Kinich’s boots. It reminds Illuga of a video suddenly put on pause.
The stranger’s jaw tightens. He clutches a gloved hand to his broad chest, and Illuga all but rolls his eyes, except that wouldn’t be very professional of him.
"Behold!" the man whispers, voice trembling with desperate gravity as he points a dark leather finger toward the dog. "It takes hold of him once more! The affliction! See how his gaze plunges into the dark abyss beyond our mortal comprehension? Speak to me, doctor–is the void calling him home?!"
From the doorway, Ifa lets out a muffled choke, instantly masking it by taking an unnaturally loud gulp of his iced coffee. Cacucu bobs his head rapidly on Ifa’s shoulder, letting out a series of quiet, rhythmic tuts.
Kinich steps up to the side of the scale, leaning down to inspect the bottom edge of the triage counter directly behind where the puppy had been standing. After a while, Ajaw shifts on Kinich’s neck, his tiny scaly head tilting toward the floorboards and licking his lips.
"There's a cricket under the cabinet lip," Kinich announces, and points a single, bandaged finger at a microscopic speck of black near the baseboard. "The dog was waiting for it to move."
Silence settles over the bay for three full seconds.
The man blinks his big, empty eyes, looking down at the dead bug, then back up at the Pomeranian. "A... A cricket?"
"He was hunting," Illuga clarifies, tossing his pen onto the clipboard. "Not communicating with the afterlife. Your dog has a normal prey drive and a lot of free time, sir."
The stranger’s gloomy posture softens just a fraction, a subtle release of tension squaring his shoulders. "I see," he murmurs, his low voice carrying a weight of profound relief that seems entirely disproportionate to the diagnosis. "Then his spirit remains intact. It seems I have distressed myself, and you, unnecessarily once more."
Illuga cannot agree more. "You have," he says, stepping forward to gently lift the pup off the scale and hand him back.
The man takes the dog into his arms, cradling the ashy fluff against his chest with instinctual care. Immediately recognising its owner, the puppy buries its snout under the lapel of the dark overcoat, letting out a soft, contented huff.
Illuga grabs the intake clipboard, his thumb pressing firmly against the wooden edge. Now, he thinks. Ask him now.
"Sir, before you leave today, I need to finish filling out your permanent client profile," Illuga says, leveling his gaze at the man's face. "We didn't get your contact details or your full name last week. What is your–"
BANG!
The clinic's heavy glass front doors slam open with enough force to shake the display racks of prescription kibble.
"Doctor Ifa!"
A bright, breathless voice echoes down the hallway, accompanied by the rapid, frantic heavy-soled stomp of field boots.
On Illuga’s shoulder, Aedon panics instantly. The tiny bird lets out a sharp cheep!, shooting downward like a bullet into the deepest recess of Illuga’s inner coat lining and burrowing frantically against his ribs until only the absolute tip of his tail feathers poke out.
Linnea bursts into the triage bay like a hurricane. Still dressed in field clothing, with mud splattered cargo pants and a hi-vis researcher vest, her wide-brimmed hat tilts wildly to one side as she grins at the attendants. In her arms, she carries a plastic ventilated field tub lined with towels.
"I need a saline rinse and three warming pads right now!" Linnea exclaims, completely ignoring the eerie atmosphere in the room. She skids to a halt right beside Illuga, dumping the field tub onto the now empty prep table. "Found a juvenile storm petrel washed up near the western tide pools! Mild hypothermia, oiled wing tips, and he's super dehydrated!"
Ifa moves instantly, easygoing demeanor instantly sharpening into practiced action. "Kinich, grab the avian wash kit from Room One. Illuga, prep the incubator."
"On it," Kinich says, stepping past the counter without a single wasted movement, Ajaw clinging tightly to his collar as he speeds into the hallway.
Linnea turns her wide eyes onto Illuga, leaning in way too close with zero sense of personal space. "How are you doing, Illuga? Are you eating and sleeping enough? Did you get my text about the coffee thermos? Oh! Is Aedon in there? Aedon! Sweet little bird, come say hi to Auntie Linnea!"
She lunges forward with cupped hands, her expression lit up with a slightly terrifying affection.
Inside Illuga's lab coat, Aedon lets out a muffled, horrified squeak and burrows even deeper, practically pressing himself flat against Illuga's chest.
"Linnea, stop, you're scaring him to death," Illuga grunts, ducking his shoulder away from her to shield his coat while reaching blindly behind himself for a bottle of saline. "And take off your muddy boots before Ifa makes you mop the floor."
"I'll mop later! The petrel needs me!" Linnea chirps, unbothered, pulling a pair of field magnifying goggles over her eyes.
In the middle of the sudden chaotic whirlwind that had entered the clinic, Illuga spins back around toward the counter, holding the saline bottle–
The space in front of the scale is empty.
Illuga freezes.
The faint smell of ozone is gone, replaced entirely by the sharp scent of wet feathers and saline. It seems that once again, the stranger with his the tiny Pomeranian and the oppressive aura have completely evaporated from the room without anyone realising.
"Where did he go?" Illuga demands, looking toward the hallway.
Ifa, who is already skillfully applying a warm compress to the wing of the injured bird, glances up with a grin. "Slid out while Linnea was yelling about tide pools. Left a bunch of Mora on the front desk to cover the consult fee as well."
Illuga walks over to the front counter. Sure enough, sitting neatly beside the register is a small burgundy leather pouch, gleaming with the metal insignia of a lighthouse on its drawstrings. Inside is– whoa, isn’t that way too much money for a single consultation? Just what does this guy do for a living…
Well, it’s whatever. He’ll just use the extra to cover his next visit.
Speaking of which…
Illuga looks down at the intake sheet still clamped in his left hand.
Owner Name: _________
He stares at the blank line for a long moment. A sharp exhale escapes his nose, pulling his shoulders down from his ears. He takes the pen, clicks it once, and scribbles in small neat print across the empty space:
Gloomy Lighthouse Guy.
"He's coming back next week," Ifa remarks casually from the prep table, not looking up from his work with Linnea. "You know that, right?"
Illuga clips the pen back onto his collar, his thumb brushing the tiny shape of Aedon tucked safely against his heart.
"Yeah," Illuga mutters, an almost imperceptible tug pulling at the corner of his mouth before his face settles back into its usual stoic expression. "I know."