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Out Of The Shadows

Summary:

After Peter Parker is shot, Jean wants to start over. While constantly battling grief and guilt, she sends out a loud telepathic message.

Someone heard.

 

(Or the X-Men have been hiding in the MCU till now.)

Notes:

Hope you enjoy. This is my first time writing angst.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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I sit on a park bench and sigh in relief.

Peter’s alive.

He’s okay.

I slowly loosen my hold on him, then lay my head in my hands.

It’s all my fault.

Where can I go?

How can I escape the guilt from the lives I destroyed?

I add bitterly. 

The man I made jump in front of a car.

The guy I took control of in the helicopter.

I sharply take a breath.

...MJ.

God. How can Peter forgive me for that?

My emotion pushes out of me.

I'm a monster.

And now I don't have anyone.

Peter's voice fills my mind.

"You have me."

 

The chime of an ice cream truck cuts through the air.

I take a breath.

Let it go, Jean.

 

...Let her go.

I quietly get up and walk away.