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1. Uncomfortably Numb by BrookeSHodges

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   18 Oct 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau & Ilya Rozanov
   • Jean-Jacques Boiziau | J. J. Dagenais & Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov & Svetlana Vetrova
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Jean-Jacques Boiziau | J. J. Dagenais
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • David Hollander
   • Yuna Hollander
   • Boston Bears | Boston Raiders Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Past Suicide Attempts
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Bad Friend Hayden Pike
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Post-Episode: s01e06 The Cottage (Heated Rivalry)
   • Post Heated Rivalry Canon Divergence
   • Jealous Hayden Pike
   • Good Friend Jean-Jacques Boiziau | J. J. Dagenais
   • Good Friend Svetlana Vetrova
   • Good Friend Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Kind Montreal
   • Look they may not love that Shane is dating Ilya but they at least have fucking common sense
   • Shane Hollander is THE REASON Montreal is successful
   • Jackie Pike is going to have a long talk with Hayden Pike
   • Whelp Yuna Hollander is now gonna find out
   • Good Parents David Hollander/Yuna Hollander
   • POV Shane Hollander
   • POV Ilya Hollander
   • POV Multiple
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Other Ships Not Mentioned in Tags
   • Everyone is going to Therapy
   • the whole damn crew - Freeform

   Summary

   No headline. No declaration that Ilya Rozanov's life had almost ended. The world did not know how close it had come to losing one of the most beautiful souls in existence. Shane Hollander learned on that day- a little over a year ago- that Ilya would always run to him. Ilya would not let the world pass idly by when he didn't know that Shane was okay. Now, Shane Hollander knew that he was very much the same. But this terror was different- because Ilya could decide at any time that he was done with life and Shane wanted him so desperately to find some reason- any reason- to live.

   Series

   • Part 5 of Leaps of Faith

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