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1. It's Enough (To Keep Me Going) by skyhillian

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   01 Oct 2026

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Past Child Abuse
   • Past Sexual Abuse
   • (non explicit)
   • PTSD
   • Shane Hollander Has PTSD
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Bipolar Ilya Rozanov
   • Vomiting
   • Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Medical Procedures
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • post The Long Game
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Graphic Depiction of Injuries
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat

   Summary

   At an Irina Foundation event, Shane runs into someone from his past that has him shaken up, and then, eventually, falling apart piece by piece.

   Ilya is there to pick them up and put them back together as best as he can.
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   He holds out his hand to Shane, who just stares at it for several seconds, like he's afraid it's going to fucking bite him. Ilya feels more than hears Shane's intake of breath as he shakes the man's hand with a short pump of his arm before letting go like he's been burned.

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