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    Sometimes when Shane really needs relief, emotionally, mentally, physically, they will scene. Obviously, this is something he's explored with Ilya’s help throughout their relationship. Shane reluctantly told Ilya that he’s on the spectrum, after he witnessed one too many meltdowns on Shane’s behalf. It’s not his fault; he gets overwhelmed so easily. But Ilya didn’t get mad at him, or make fun of him, or tell him he was too much. He did his research and helped Shane acquire a new tool: Subspace.

    He was a bit apprehensive at first; how the fuck would being submissive help him regulate his emotions?! It’s not like he’s never bottomed for Ilya before. And while he enjoys it, it didn’t cure his fucking autism??

    But after Ilya started explaining it more in depth, Shane understood. He was intrigued. It’s not so much about being submissive as it is about being purposeful. When he was subbing for Ilya, he doesn’t have to think. Ilya does the thinking for him, and he doesn’t have to worry about what he should be doing, or what he should be saying, or how he should be acting, because Ilya worries about that for him.

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    Shane surprises Ilya after being apart for a few days, and goes into subspace!

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