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1. even if this lonely waiting consumes me completely by trilliastra

   Fandoms: &TEAM (Band)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   21 Oct 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Byun Euijoo | EJ/Wang Yixiang | Nicholas
   • Byun Euijoo | EJ
   • Wang Yixiang | Nicholas
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Sexual Content
   • Canon Compliant
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Byun Euijoo | EJ-centric
   • Not Actually Unrequited Love

   Summary

   Euijoo knows he’s just torturing himself, enjoying something he can’t have, taking advantage of a person who trusts him to have his best interest in mind when in truth, all Euijoo wants is to consume him, fuse their bodies together so Nicholas won’t be able to escape his grasp.

   While Nicholas is a free bird, Euijoo dreams of becoming his cage.
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   Or, Euijoo turns his longing into lyrics.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   5,349

   Chapters:

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   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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