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1. doubtful thoughts and rash-embraced despair by nightrose

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   21 Oct 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Total Power Exchange
   • Subdrop
   • BDSM
   • Dom/sub
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Shane Hollander in Subdrop
   • Good Dom Ilya Rozanov
   • Belts
   • Punishment
   • Verbal Degradation
   • Aftercare

   Summary

   For a little while, the warm, contented feeling persists. Shane settles—not quite as comfortable without Ilya to lean on—and returns to his book. He finishes his chapter and starts another.

   The change comes without any warning. Nothing triggers it, really. Not a bad thought, or anything in the book he's reading that strikes some kind of cord.

   Just, suddenly, something changes in Shane.

   The first thing he notices is the cold. It's summer, and the cottage is warm, sunlight streaming through the windows. So why does he suddenly feel like he's walking through a Montreal street in the dead of winter with no coat? He's actually shivering.

   ***

   kinktober day 21: subdrop

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   • Part 21 of To Give and Hazard All

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