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The thing about Max Verstappen was that he was insufferable.
George Russell had decided this at seventeen, when Max had stolen his victory, his spotlight, and, according to George, at least three years of his life through sheer aggravation.
Years later, nothing had changed.
"You're blocking me," George snapped after qualifying in Singapore.
Max pulled his headphones down around his neck. "Then go faster."
George stared at him.
Max smiled.
George wanted to throw something at him. Preferably something expensive.
"You're unbelievable."
"And you're predictable, Russell."
That was how it always went. Insults disguised as jokes. Smirks that lasted half a second too long. Interviews where they pretended not to care what the other had said, followed by nights spent reading every single headline.
Everyone knew they hated each other.
Lando Norris called it their "divorced couple routine."
Charles Leclerc once suggested they kiss and get it over with.
George had nearly choked on his coffee.
Max had laughed for a full minute.
Neither of them mentioned it again
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The first crack in their little war happened in the middle of a miserable November evening.
George had finished a race he should have won in second place. His team had made the wrong call, his tyres had fallen apart, and he'd spent the last twenty laps listening to the world explain why he wasn't quite good enough.
He'd waited until the garage was empty before he let himself cry.
He didn't hear the door open.
"Russell?"
George wiped his face quickly. "Go away."
Silence.
Then footsteps.
"I said go away, Max."
"I heard you."
"So?"
"So I'm ignoring you."
George laughed, but it came out broken. "God, you really are the most annoying person I've ever met."
"Yeah, I've been told."
Max sat beside him on the cold floor, still in his team kit, his hair damp with sweat. For once, he wasn't smiling.
George stared at the concrete.
"I did everything right," he whispered. "And it still wasn't enough."
Something in Max's expression changed.
"I know."
"No, you don't." George turned on him, angry suddenly because anger was easier than sadness. "You win. You always win. And when you don't, everyone talks about how unlucky you were. When I lose, it's because I'm not a good enough driver."
Max didn't answer immediately.
Then he said, very quietly, "You think I don't know what it feels like to be scared that one day you'll stop being the person everyone expects you to be?"
George looked at him.
For the first time in years, Max didn't look like a champion. He looked twenty-eight, exhausted, and a little lost.
"I've spent my entire life trying not to be second," Max continued. "Sometimes I don't even know who I am when I'm not winning."
George's anger dissolved so quickly it frightened him.
"Oh," he said.
"Yeah. Oh."
They sat together until the lights in the paddock went out.
When Max finally stood, he hesitated.
"You're a good driver, George."
George looked away. "Don't."
"I'm serious."
"That's worse."
Max smiled faintly. "Get some sleep, idiot."
And then he left.
George lay awake that night thinking about the way Max had said his name.
Not Russell.
George.
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After that, things became complicated.
Max started bringing George coffee.
George started saving Max a seat during drivers' briefings.
They still argued, obviously. They were still themselves. But now Max's insults came with a hand briefly resting against George's shoulder, and George's eye rolls were accompanied by smiles he couldn't quite hide.
Lando noticed first.
"Oh, this is disgusting," he announced over dinner in Abu Dhabi. "You're flirting."
"We're not," George said.
Max stole a chip from George's plate. "He's obsessed with me."
George kicked him under the table.
Max kicked him back.
Charles watched them with the expression of a man witnessing the inevitable collapse of a very poorly constructed building.
"You know," Charles said, "if you two don't sort this out, I'm going to start charging for emotional damages."
"Shut up, Charles," they said simultaneously.
Lando nearly fell off his chair laughing.
For a little while, George allowed himself to be happy.
That was his mistake.
Because happiness, he'd learned, was often just the quiet moment before everything fell apart.
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It happened in Las Vegas.
A reporter asked Max whether he thought George had what it took to become a world champion.
Max was tired. He'd had a terrible weekend, his back hurt, and he'd spent the morning arguing with his engineers.
He should have thought before answering.
"George is a good driver," he said. "But being good and being a champion are two different things."
The words were everywhere within an hour.
George watched the interview alone in his hotel room.
He watched it once.
Twice.
A third time, because apparently he enjoyed finding new ways to hurt himself.
Then his phone buzzed.
MAX: That came out wrong.
George stared at the message.
GEORGE: Did it?
MAX: George, call me.
GEORGE: You don't get to do that.
MAX: Do what?
GEORGE: Make me feel like I'm finally enough for you, then remind everyone that I'm not.
The typing bubble appeared. Disappeared. Appeared again.
MAX: That's not what I meant.
George swallowed the lump in his throat.
GEORGE: I know. That's the worst part.
He turned off his phone.
The next morning, he avoided Max in the paddock.
The morning after that, too.
Max tried to catch him outside the Mercedes hospitality unit. George walked straight past him.
"Please," Max said.
George stopped.
Max looked miserable. George hated that he noticed.
"I was wrong," Max said. "I was tired, and I was an idiot, and I didn't think about what I was saying."
"You never think about what you're saying."
"I know."
"You say whatever you want, and everyone else has to live with it."
Max flinched.
George wished he hadn't seen it.
"I can't keep doing this," George whispered. "I can't keep wondering if you actually like me or if you just like having someone to fight with."
Max went very still.
For one terrible second, George thought he might finally say it.
That he liked him.
That he'd been thinking about him for months.
That every coffee, every lingering glance, every stupid argument had meant something.
Instead, Max said, "George, I never wanted to hurt you."
George nodded, eyes burning.
"That's not the same as not hurting me."
Then he walked away.
And this time, Max let him.
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The last race of the season arrived with the kind of inevitability George hated.
He and Max barely spoke. The championship had already been decided, the cameras had moved on to their next obsession, and the paddock continued as though George's heart hadn't quietly broken somewhere between Las Vegas and Abu Dhabi.
He finished the race in fourth.
Max finished second.
They passed each other in parc fermé.
Max opened his mouth.
George looked away.
That night, George packed his bags and sat on the edge of his hotel bed, staring at the city lights.
His phone buzzed.
A message from Max.
MAX: I know you probably don't want to hear from me. I'm sorry. Not because of the interview. Because I made you feel like you had to earn something from me that you should never have had to earn in the first place.
Another message.
MAX: I like you when you win. I like you when you lose. I like you when you're annoying, which is unfortunately most of the time.
George let out a wet, disbelieving laugh.
MAX: I don't know how to do this. I don't know how to like someone without turning everything into a competition. But I want to learn. If you'll let me.
George read the messages until the words blurred.
He typed a reply.
Deleted it.
Typed another.
Deleted that, too.
Finally, he put his phone face down.
He couldn't do this tonight.
Not when it still hurt so much.
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Three months passed.
Three months of no late-night messages. No coffee. No Max stealing food from George's plate.
George told himself he was fine.
He went running. He spent time with his family. He worked out until his muscles ached and filled his calendar with things that didn't involve thinking about a certain Dutchman.
He was almost convincing.
Then, on a rainy afternoon in March, he found Max waiting outside the Mercedes motorhome.
George stopped dead.
"What are you doing here?"
Max held up two coffees.
"I brought you the wrong one last time, so I thought I'd try again."
George stared at him. "You drove across the paddock to bring me coffee?"
"Yes."
"That's ridiculous."
"Probably."
Rain dripped from Max's hair. He looked nervous, which was such an unfamiliar sight that George almost forgot how to breathe.
"I don't expect you to forgive me just because I showed up," Max said. "And I don't expect you to suddenly want me back in your life. But I couldn't keep pretending that I was okay with losing you."
George's fingers tightened around the strap of his bag.
"You lost me because you wouldn't tell me what I meant to you."
"I know."
"You made me feel stupid for caring."
"I know."
"And I hated you for it."
Max swallowed.
"I know."
George looked at him for a long moment.
"You're supposed to argue with me."
"I've been told I'm terrible at relationships."
A laugh escaped George before he could stop it.
Max smiled, but his eyes were shining.
"There he is," Max murmured.
George hated how much he had missed that smile.
"Don't make me regret this," George whispered.
"I won't."
"You can't promise that."
"You're right." Max took a breath. "But I can promise I'll try. And when I screw up, I'll tell you. And when you're angry, I'll listen. And when I'm scared, I'll try not to turn it into something cruel."
George felt the last of his defenses begin to crumble.
"You're really bad at this."
"Terrible."
"And you're still the most irritating man I've ever met."
"Yeah."
George stepped closer.
"But I missed you."
Max's face broke open with relief so raw that George nearly cried.
"I missed you too."
"Don't make me say it again."
"I wouldn't dare."
George grabbed the front of Max's jacket and kissed him.
It wasn't graceful. Their noses bumped, Max nearly dropped both coffees, and George laughed against his mouth.
But Max kissed him back like he'd been waiting three months and an entire lifetime for permission.
When they finally separated, Max rested his forehead against George's.
"So," Max whispered. "Does this mean we're not enemies anymore?"
George pretended to consider it.
"Don't push your luck, Verstappen."
Max grinned.
Then George kissed him again.
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By the end of the first race weekend, Lando knew.
By the end of the second, Charles knew.
By the end of the third, the entire paddock knew, mostly because Max had started looking at George as though he'd personally hung the stars in the sky.
"You're disgusting," Lando told them over dinner.
George leaned against Max's shoulder. "You're jealous."
"Of what? Your deeply concerning codependency?"
Max stole a chip from George's plate.
George smacked his hand away.
Charles sighed happily. "Nature is healing."
Later that night, when the others had gone and the hotel corridor was quiet, George found Max standing by the window.
"What is it?" George asked.
Max turned toward him.
"Nothing. Just thinking."
"Dangerous habit."
Max smiled, then reached for his hand.
"I used to think that if I let someone matter to me, I'd lose control of everything."
George threaded their fingers together.
"And now?"
"Now I think I'd rather lose a race than lose you."
George's chest ached.
"You could have told me that months ago."
"I know."
"Idiot."
"Your idiot?"
George pretended to think about it.
Then he leans in and kisses Max's check.
"My idiot."
Max pulled him close, and George let himself settle there, listening to the steady beat of a heart that had once seemed impossibly far away.
Their story hadn't become perfect. They would argue again. They would say the wrong things, get jealous, and occasionally drive each other completely insane.
But there would be apologies now.
There would be honesty.
There would be hands reaching across the space between them instead of fists raised in defense.
And when Max kissed him goodnight, George finally understood something he'd spent years trying to outrun.
He had never needed to beat Max Verstappen.
He had only needed to let Max love him.
And, perhaps more terrifyingly, to love him back.
The End.
or: the beginning, depending on who you ask. ;)