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Yoongi and Taehyung are dating. The members are all shocked when they announced that they’re dating because of how different they are in everything especially since Yoongi is the quiet type while Taehyung is the loud and obnoxious type, but to Taehyung, they complete each other. Yoongi is the milk to Taehyung’s coffee, the root to his happiness and an anchor to his heart. They are perfect for each other but that is all how they used to be.
Due to the comeback just around the corner, the pressure and stress from the overly practice sometimes gets the best of the members especially Yoongi, stress from the composing added on him. He will snaps at everyone even at Taehyung, so he decides to just leave him alone and give him so space to cool down.
Not sure when it all started, but Yoongi will always come back later than usual. His time spends at the studio increase and he usually comes back when Taehyung already asleep but today he decides to stay up and wait for him to come back. It was almost 4 a.m when he heard the main door clicks open and noise coming from there, signalling someone is there at the door. He just stay at the couch waiting for Yoongi but when he did, he is not alone. He’s with Jimin.
‘Why is Jimin with Yoongi? I thought he said he wanted to meet a friend earlier'. A sudden and scary thought came across Taehyung’s head but he choose to ignore his thoughts and ask Yoongi instead, “Hyung, why are you guys together? And it’s almost 4 in the morning?” “We accidentally meet outside when I was on my way back here.” He answered. Taehyung softly watching him, oh boy his eyes betrays what burns inside him and suddenly Taehyung felt his heart ache somehow. “What are you doing up this late, Taehyungie?” Jimin ask besides him. “I was thirsty so I woke up to have a drink and I heard the door open so I just wait here.” Taehyung lied. “Oh, then we all should go to sleep now, goodnight, Taehyungie” Yoongi said and went to his room with Jimin trailing of behind him to his own room, not before bidding goodnight to Yoongi and Taehyung was left in the living room alone. ‘They bought the lies. They didn’t even notice that I’m not even holding a glass, heck there was even none on the table.’
This habit of Yoongi staying out late in the studio drags for about two weeks and during that time, they’ve grown distance, not that Taehyung didn’t do anything for their relationship, it’s just that Yoongi is too absorbed and focus on composing, so most of the time, he will spend his time in studio. ‘I feel like it’s only me who is still thinking about this relationship. Whatever I feel for him, he only seems to care about him.’
It’s the weekend and all of them are scheduled free and most of thrm end up just staying at the dorm. Taehyung thought that today is the day where they could go out on a date now that they finally had some free time for personal matters but his hope shattered when he heard Yoongi saying, “I’m heading to the studio.” with the sound of the door closing.
Since they had a free day, Taehyung decide to pay Yoongi a visit at the studio and brought the take-out lunch with him. Once he arrived at the studio, Yoongi is nowhere to be found but that doesn’t stop him from coming in and settles on the sofa while waiting for him. He waited for him while munching on the fries and drinking the soft drinks that he got. Yoongi is taking a long time to return so he went to the bathroom to settles some business but once he enters the bathroom, it wasn’t what he’s expecting to hear. Panting and moaning can be heard softly but he ignores it since he still has some business to do so he went into one of the cubicle instead.
“I’m so close, urghhh, Yoongi hyung, I’m gonna cum”. That was all he need to hear before he dashed out from the cubicle and out from the building and continue running away from the building to somewhere his legs will bring him. Exhausted, he stops running, only realizing that he was crying and sit on the nearest bench. “Fuck!” was all that he manages to say before he cries harder. It’s all coming back to him in full force, Yoongi coming back late and Jimin constantly missing when Yoongi is out in the studio. ‘When did it go wrong? All the ‘I love you’s, does he even mean it? We used to be perfect for each other, so in love with each other, but now the sound of the love is out of tune.’
He was startle with the sound of his ringtone. Fishing out his phone from the pocket, he saw Yoongi’s name and he ignores it, let it rings and unanswered. It stops but then it rang again and the cycles continue for almost 20 minutes but never once did he pick it up. He just stares at the clear sky. ’If only my thoughts are as clear as the sky.' Oh how he wish he can be somewhere else instead right now. ‘Ding ding.’ Signaling message received. He left it unread for awhile before deciding to read it since it was from Jungkook, not the one who he is ignoring right now. “Hyung, where are you? Please tell me where are you. I’m worried. Please don’t tell me you’re ok because I know you’re not. Please tell me where are you.” It reads. ‘So, I guess they went back to the dorm already. There’s nowhere else for me to go now then’ he thought. Taehyung contemplates for awhile what to reply or whether he wants to reply or not but then he type, “I’m sorry. I won’t be coming back today, or maybe forever.’ and click send.