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Chapter 22: Anybody Got a Map?

Summary:

Virgil has a question.

The question leaves Logan with more questions.

Notes:

*Dramatically bursting through a pair of double doors*

SORRY I’M LATE!!!!!
Just over two years isn’t that bad…right?

Okay it’s a little bad. Please accept this chapter as an apology.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Virgil flopped over the sofa with a groan. ‘Where are they?’

 

Logan peered over his book from the other side of the room. ‘And who are the ‘they’ you are referring to?’

 

Virgil lifted his head just enough to reply. ‘The Autistics of course.’

 

Logan shut his book with a frown. ‘I don’t think I understand. You are in contact with many autistics, are you not?’

 

‘I’m aware of autistics being out there, and I know some over the internet. But where are they?’

 

This did little to ease Logan’s confusion, but he attempted to help nonetheless. ‘Statistics show that approximately 1% of the population is autistic, which translates to one in one hundred people-‘

 

‘That doesn’t change that fact that I can’t seem to find them!’ Virgil’s face was buried in the cushions at this point. Logan sighed.

 

‘Have you considered you’ve met them but haven’t realised?’

 

‘Possibly,’ he grumbled with a mouth full of sofa, ‘but I tend to know.’

 

‘Know? How?’

 

‘You just…know.’

 

‘…that answer is…lacking in detail.’

 

Virgil rolled over until he was on his back and in danger of falling off the sofa. ‘There’s a vibe. With neurodivergents. You can’t always pin point exactly what it is but you know.’

 

‘An example?’

 

‘Well, you might notice a little movement that could be a stim. Or a routine that they always stick to. It’s subconscious really but a part of your brain pieces it together and you just- get the vibe. Like when I met you-‘

 

‘What about when you met me?’ Logan was staring at him now, confused. Virgil gulped.

 

‘Well I- when we met- you kind of- I got the idea…’ Logan’s face hadn’t budged.

 

‘Never mind, it’s just a little unreliable radar that’s not been scientifically proven.’ He finished hastily.

 

Logan watched as Virgil started to straighten himself up on the sofa, before continuing.

 

‘I wish you the best of luck in finding your autistics Virgil, or even other neurodivergents.’

 

Virgil mumbled a thanks from the depths of his hoodie.

 

Logan made a note to start a study on the reliability of this so called radar- what a fascinating concept.

 

Notes:

HI. SO.

As you may have been able to tell, I was going through some stuff when writing this initially. I had one thing after the other for 18 months while applying for university and studying my A levels during the pandemic. When a new Sanders Sides video came out I wanted to watch it before writing another chapter, but my life was so hectic I didn’t get the right moment to actually do it.

I’m in my second year of university now and while it’s still hectic, it’s calmed down and I have been able to slowly make my return to this website.

Despite that, I still haven’t caught up. I will. Eventually.

I apologise for the hiatus and thank you for all of your lovely comments- even if I hadn’t responded they mean so much to me, and were a big part of my motivation to come back.

At the moment I’m aiming to get to 25 chapters and leave it in a sense of completion that I can come and add to if I like. I have an idea for the next chapter, but as always any ideas are welcome!

(Thank you QuillHearts for the prompt for this chapter 😉)

Thank you all,
Cosette

Notes:

Hello

On the off chance anyone actually reads this, I would like to explain.

This is based on my experiences as someone with ‘high functioning’ autism. I like to project onto characters. I’ve wanted to write a female autistic character, as they are in short supply, but I needed to build my confidence up.

Hence this.

Autism and Anxiety are closely linked, though not the same. People with autism are more likely to develop Anxiety disorders, so I thought it would be interesting to have an autistic Virgil.

This means that Virgil isn’t having panic attacks- he’s having autistic meltdowns, brought on by hypersensitivity to certain things. Autism often feels like your brain trying to protect you against everything, so at least for me this works for now.

I am not saying Thomas Sanders is autistic. Just getting that out there.

Also, this is based off my experiences with my specific type and flavour of autism. Female and Male autism are different, and there are a range of spectrum disorders. If you want to know more, I can give you links to sites or answer questions is you ask.

Also, I will show the upsides to autism if people want me to continue this, or if I get a chance.

So long,

Cosette