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Maybe This Time, It'll Be Loving They'll Find.

Chapter 2: He's Feelin' Like He Used To Feel Way Back When They Tried, But Somethin' Kept Them

Notes:

I recommend listening to the song as you read idk..

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

"Two old friends meet again, wearin' older faces

And talk about the places they have been"

When Suo entered college, everything changed. He wasn’t the type to mess around, but with the way things were going, maintaining a serious reputation seemed impossible.

He became popular, and with that came the knowledge of what to do. He started sleeping around—boy or girl, it didn’t matter.

All he wanted was to forget his first love.

But he hadn’t moved on.

And that made him angry.

So he decided that fooling around was the only solution. He stopped caring about anything else—not even his grades or college mattered anymore. Everything felt meaningless. Life was a mess.

Suo had tried reaching out to Sakura, but the outcome was always the same. No response. Nothing had changed.

His mom explained that Sakura had been forced to move to the States with his mother, under the control of his father, leaving him no choice but to go.

But none of that mattered.

The result was final.

Suo became a wreck.

He doubted he could ever fall in love again. Not like this. Not in this state.

He wasn’t even sure if he had ever truly loved Sakura.

Maybe he was just confused.

Maybe it was all a misunderstanding—a delusion. Perhaps, because Sakura was his first friend, he had mistaken that bond for love as they grew older. Maybe he was just fooling himself.

"It's the same old feeling back again
It's the one they had way back when
They were too young to know when love is real

But somehow, some things never change
And even time hasn't cooled the flame"

But no.

The moment a new transfer student arrived at Suo’s university—the moment people started calling him "mix n match"—Suo just knew.

There was no one else who could compare to Sakura. That distinctive two-toned hair that only made him more breathtaking, those mesmerizing two-colored eyes that Suo wanted to stare into forever, that laugh, that smile—it was all unmistakable.

"It's burnin' even brighter than it did before
It got another chance, and if they take it"

"Maybe this time, it'll be lovin' they'll find
Maybe now they can be more than just friends"

Sakura was like a poison, and Suo had tasted it. The more he did, the more addicted he became, and that addiction scared him.

"He's back in his life, and it feels so right"

But it was Sakura, his first love. Nothing could ever feel wrong when it came to him. Suo was hopelessly in love, and there was no escaping it.

So, when Suo saw Sakura again, he knew.

"Maybe this time.."

He knew he would fall in love with him all over again.

"Love won't end."

Notes:

This is just a short story I wrote out of desperation so it's not really a well thought out fanfic + I had to rush bcs I have to do reviews for my pre-finals exams(3rd quarter) tomorrow.

If this story has a real ending and a good ending at that, it would be suo confessing to Sakura and Sakura being confused like "why do you like me? I'm not even pretty??" And then it'll go to pining suo and then they live happily ever after!

But if you don't like happy endings like me.. the most accurate ending for this is that suo don't confess and kept it one-sided. That's all!!

Thank you for reading!! (๑˃ᴗ˂)

 

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Notes:

I actually don't know how to write shit ong