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They don’t speak the next morning, not right away. The mission’s done — the last line of intel tied up with minimal bloodshed. No medals. No debrief. Just empty corridors and the long, slow ache of adrenaline tapering off into something quieter, something colder. Sam watches Bucky from across the lot, half-lit by the sun just beginning to claw its way out of the clouds, wind tugging at the frayed edge of his sleeve like even the weather can’t decide whether to hold him or let him go.
He stood a little apart from him, like he always does. Sam didn’t approach until they were alone again, until the only thing audible was his footsteps walking over toward him. Bucky was leaning against a nearby wall, arms crossed like a barrier, but he didn’t flinch when Sam stepped in close. He doesn’t smile either – his face is unreadable, but Sam knows that look now. He’s memorized it in bed, in battle, and in every damn space between. It’s the look Bucky wears when he’s trying not to hope.
Sam didn’t make a speech, didn’t yell, didn't kiss, didn't let it become one of those messy half-hysterical confessions that’d always get interrupted by gunfire or guilt. He just pulled an envelope from his jacket — a thin manila file, nothing obvious from the front — and held it out. For a second, Bucky doesn’t take it. Then, slowly, he did, and carefully opened it.
His eyes scanned the contents, confusion flickering first, then something sharper. Something vulnerable and unguarded in a way Sam’s never seen outside a dark room and a bed too small for two soldiers who didn’t know how to share.
“You dropped the lawsuit?” Bucky says, eventually, voice low and quiet and a little hoarse, like he's not sure he read it right.
Sam nods once, “Not as a favor.”
There's a beat of silence before a chuckle left his throat. He just closes the file afterward, an almost endless strand of thoughts racing through his mind.
“Thank you,” Bucky replied.
They sat in silence after that, side by side on the ramp as the wind picked up again, carrying dust and the faint smell of jet fuel and gunpowder off the concrete. No touching, no words, just shared gravity. Just the quiet, solid weight of two men who’ve stopped running from mission, from each other, and the damage they’ve done to the parts of themselves they thought no one could ever want.
Eventually, Bucky spoke, voice rough with the truth, “You could’ve let me fall apart.”
Sam huffs out something like a laugh, “You did.”
“And you stayed.”
“Yeah,” Sam whispered, “I did.”