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It has been one week since we have entered the nebula. Seven days since Caelus got infiltrated by a heliobus, seven days since Dan Heng's horns have returned to his hair. I don't know how much longer I can take this for.
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I miss her. I miss her laugh, I miss how she would preen my feathers and I miss how she'd try to stand up during the warp jumps. She's here, I know, but she's been in her room for days, only leaving for food or the restroom. It feels like she's gone. She doesn't put effort into her outfits... I see the bags under her once perfect and beautiful pink eyes. She looks so tired. What could possibly be so good in that room for her to stay in there for so long?
We've had to turn off the power every night, or whenever we think it's night, to conserve energy. It gets cold here.
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS. MY DIGITAL CALENDAR HAS FALLEN FROM MY WALL THREE DAYS AGO AND RESET WHEN I TURNED IT BACK ON. I AM SCRAWLING THIS IN ALL CAPS BECAUSE I CANNOT SEE SMALL LETTERS BECAUSE THE POWER IS OFF.
Ever been jumped by mistaken for a possessed individual who looks nothing like you at an ungodly hour? I must must say I have been suffering a bout of insomnia these recent nights and as I was getting some water because it calms me down I so happened to run into HIM making his "rounds" to protect us. I swear he has been taking this role as an "express gaurd" WAY too seriously because, pardon my language, this is fucking mental. I told him this was a bad idea and here he is going through with it without taking proper precautions! Half of this damned train crew has been locked up in their own rooms and I feel like Miss Swan and I are the last sane people out here!
I usually spend my hours with Welt, watching movies or just chatting... it's gotten lonely, however. I think I'm going to check on her. Wish me luck.
She's okay, she's happy? She says she is. She said she's keeping company with a heliobus on the train... I practically had to interrogate her for this information. I need to keep an eye on this.
Dan Heng needs to work on his staring problem. He's been here for half an hour now. An hour has passed, he's finally gone. Might need to sedate him so he can finally rest.