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“Shingo the school called me saying you failed another test i swear you should be embarrassed with yourself this is disgraceful and after all that money me and your father spent on those tutors for you just for you to repay us with nothing ugh figures you are the problem child after all”says Shings step mother
“HEY-”Tsubasa tries to cut in but is stopped by Shingo slamming a hand over his mouth
“Its..its fine lets just head to my room”Shingo says grabbing Tsubasa’s hand to make sure he doesn't try anything
“..ok”
The 2 boys make there way into Shingos small but nice bedroom they could still faintly hear his step mother rambling on about him in the background as Shingo shuts the door sliding down it till he hits the floor
“Sorry you had to endure that”he says
“Sorry you have to live with that”Tsubasa replies
“I thought she wasnt gonna be home but i guess dads picking An up from swimming today” Shingo sighs dragging his hands down his face
There's a long pause of silence before Tsubasa speaks up
“...soooo you good after… that?”Tsubasa asks
“Oh ugh yeah fine dont worry about it”he says trailing off
“But i do worry Shingo i worry alot especially after this past week where you haven't been sleeping you had to be sat out of practice because Yuu was scared you would colapce and you keep saying im fine im fine but i can tell somethings getting to you but you wont let me help you”Tsubasa says loader than expected and his tone a mixture of concern and frustration
“....s-sorry”shingo says staring at his shoes
“You have nothing to be sorry for Shingo im just worried about you…ok”
Theres a pause a very long pause then shingo finally decides to speak
“I..i overthink alot its something i devold as a little kid after my parents divorce since my mum went no contact with me not even saying goodbye i fully convinced myself it was my fault that i did something to make her hate me so much that she would leave my dad just to get away from me even though it was obvious it was cause of how much they fought…still i spent alot of nights just thinking about it i couldnt sleep all i would do was think about what i could of done wrong… and i guess i never grew out of that habit actually it just got worse as i got older with more things to worry about..and then not even 2 months after the divorce my dad brought my step mum into the picture and I tried to get along with her but she hates me to and i still dont know why an im sick of putting up with her shit everyday but my dad usually sides with her and even if he did listen to me..i couldn't do that to An…i could never risk putting her in the same situation i was in…i want An to get the parents i didnt get “Shingo says fully crying by now
Tsubasa didn't really know what to say but to be honest there wasn't really anything to say at least not yet so for now he just sat there with him at some point between then and now they'd ended up in a sort of hug with Shingo's face pressed into Tsubasa's shoulder
After a bit the pulled apart from each other Shingo whipping his eyes off with his sleeve
“You feel any better?”Tsubasa asks sincerely
“yeah..actally i do thank you…Tsubasa”Shingo replies
“Ofcose dude im always gonna be here ok…please remember that”
“Heh will do”he says laughing a bit
A couple more hours go by the two boys just chill both laying on shingos bed watching a movie which Shingo would fall asleep on Tsubasa's shoulder just half way through it witch Tsubasa cant help but smile at.Since it was a friday Tsubasa was just gonna sleep over at Shingos place pulling out his phone to text his brothers to let them know where he is