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Wonwoo understood where Minghao was coming from. Wonwoo himself had thought such thoughts. Wonwoo hates himself for hurting Jun. Jun with his stupidly kind eyes and perfect nose who took on the pain for Wonwoo, it was unfair and he didn’t deserve Jun.
He needed air, so Wonwoo walked. He walked and he blinked and he walked and he blinked. He was trying so hard to avoid the spiral of dark thoughts. He knows they’re not true but that doesn’t make them go away. He’s still stuck listening to them and the more he listens, the more he believes in them. Wonwoo isn’t dumb, he knows that he should have put up more of a fight against the darkness but it’s difficult. The sadness is familiar and although the few happy moments do make him happy, that hope isn’t sustainable. He knows his spirit is breaking. He just wants it all to be over.
“Wonwoo,” he feels a hand on his shoulder.
“Jun?” He turns around and sees the ashen haired man standing before him. “How’d you find me?”
Jun smiled. How bright and dazzling.
“I’m your soulmate, I’ll always find you. Listen… what Minghao said, it doesn’t matter. I’m with you now and we’ll get better together. Okay?” Wonwoo feels tears well up in his eyes. He isn’t alone anymore.
“Okay.”