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Today his brother was going to get him out of this hell hole. After staying in the hospital for a week, he felt relieved.
He had stated for a week because of a surgery he had, he is happy to finally get out of there.
I'm probably going to come back after some months or even weeks... no! Don't think negative, Samu would be mad! Stay positive! You only live once! He smiled at his silly thoughts, he was finally going to go home after the horrible week of just laying down.
He missed his Kitchen where him and Samu would cooked, he was usually making sweets while Samu was making dinner.
His room is so cozy and comfortable he likes it better than the hospital. "Well Atsumu your brother will be here in some minutes, did you get everything that you want out of your room?" John, his nurse asked.
Yes, he had his room and nurse his grandparents paid for this. "Ah yes but I did leave some books in there I'll tell Samu to pick them up later" he responded while trying to sit in the wheelchair.
His nurse smiled and offered him some help which he gracefully took.
His brother didn't take long to arrive at the hospital, so he was barely going to the hospital's waiting area.
By the time he was already in the hall, he saw his brother come running up to him. "Tsumu! I'm here!" his nurse and him laughed, at his brother's silly action.
"Osamu, I know you're happy but you need to be a bit more quiet there are people still near us it quite rude~" John teased his brother.
Flushing red his brother apologize, it was quite funny to look at. But John already knew Oasmu was a nice kid he didn't do this on purpose.
Plus, this happened all the time so he just laughed and waved goodbye to us.
"Now that he went let go, I have fatty tuna waiting for you in the house Aran even came!" he smiled at his brother and nodded.
"Okay let's go! We don't want to make Aran wait too long !" he said as he was trying to get into the taxi.
His brother help him and told the driver the direction. So far his day wasn't so bad.
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He takes it back today was the worst day ever...well not exactly...no he is getting off track!
His parents were coming home tomorrow! Couldn't he have a peaceful weekend! Is it too much to ask!
Ahhh why God is it not enough suffering for me in the hospital!?
He knows it going to be painful, his parents hate him...well not exactly the point is they don't like him.
He has pushed away since he was diagnosed with this sickness, he knows he can die at any moment but is it too much to ask if they show genuine attention to him?
Well, at least Samu would be there with him. He said smiling to himself as he cuddled his stuffed animal fox.
He loves this little fox toy it was the only genuine gift his parents have ever given him.
Well he did get a lot of gifts for them, it was just different their eyes said it even if he didn't know at that time.
He has had it since his first surgery till now. It is proof that everything happened, that's not a dream, even if he thinks it's more of a nightmare.
His brother also has a stuffed animal fox except it was Gray, and his is a blondish fox. He wants blonde hair because of it.
But he can't dye his hair, his doctors have discouraged the idea a long time ago from his head.
Although, he helps his brother shade his hair gray. He members how it happened, weirdly he still holds the memory close to his heart.
It was a weekend in the house and they wanted to go buy snacks. His brother suggested they should go to the store, it took them some time but they got the snacks they wanted, plus a little hair dye box, and went home.
His brother was bored and asked him if he wanted to help him dye his hair, he knew how much Atsumu wanted to try it but couldn't, so he might as well help him color it.
The funny thing is that the color was blue however the pigment color was weak and cheap it turns out Gray.
His brother was very happy with the result even if Atsumu was disappointed he saw how happy his brother was and love the color almost immediately.
He was remembering a lot of things from the past, but he must have looked sad because Aran asked if he wanted to watch a movie.
Aran, Osamu and Tooru another childhood friend knew Atsumu very well since they were together 24/7 ever since he was diagnosed.
Well at least Aran and Osamu his other friend...he doesn't know what happened to him, he hadn't seen him since he was 5 he just hopes he is okay.
He took Aran's proposal to watch a movie. Osamu later joined in after finishing his homework. They watched some cheesy movies and made fun of their plot and cheesy moments.
Aran left after the movie and told him not to worry too much about it. After all, they would always be there for him. He smiled at him and thanked him. Wow he is lucky to have them as friends.
Aran left a couple of minutes ago since he had homework he had to finish. He offered to help but he wanted to do it himself and it was already starting to get dark outside he had to leave.
They would normally have a sleepover but well his parents were coming tomorrow they couldn't. After that, he and his brother just watched some conspiracy theories videos on the television.
When his brother's phone was ringing and guess what? It was their parents telling them about the amazing thing again how they were just some hours away!
That they finally would come to visit this weekend since the doctor had to speak with all of them.
Wow, he didn't even know how to feel, he wasn't surprised, they would never come just to see if they were okay or just to check up in them. It was always because they had to, it was never because they wanted to.
It was just because Aran was there and they wanted to sound caring. Bullshit there are far from carrying he thought to himself as he pouted at the thought.
"Tsumu stops pouting, I know it's not going to be an easy week but well get through it! Hey, maybe it good news!" he smiled.
"Samu you always think positive, I'm happy I have you with me!" he said jumping to hug his brother.
"Hey, s-stop! Your going to hurt your self just stay still! Besides if I'm not thinking positive you might have given up..."
He knows about what he is talking about, some years ago he had an accident he was about to lose his life when his brother's positive words help him not give up.
Now he knows he was unconscious but they tell each other everything, at least he thinks they do? Whatever he getting off track.
After the 'miracle' that happened he talked to Samu.
He remembers telling him that he was disappointed, that he didn't die. He just wanted to be done with this horrible nightmare, he wanted to give up, yet something stopped him.
His brother then cried he told him that he said some words to him before the surgery when he was unconscious.
He had concluded that his words and twin bond were the reason why he didn't give up.
Now he knows this sounds stupid like a story of a book or even Kdrama things but he likes to believe in that little theory of his brother.
Even if it a bit silly to think that, it makes him feel loved at least by someone. Whatever his brother is right we will get through it with his brother!
Plus, there's nothing worse than dying so maybe two days with his parents won't be hell and maybe his doctor does have good news who knows.
He smiled at his brother "yeah with you, I think I will be alright!" at least he knows that with his brother everything will be alright.