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"Krist?" Krist looked down to see his boyfriend uncertainly clutching at the hem of his coat. He was just so adorable sometimes, it was hard to remember that he was supposed to be the cute one.
"Yes P'Sing?"
"We've been walking around everywhere. You dragged me to that pizza place and then Central park. I am tired" Singto looked up beneath his eyelashes, jutting out his lips slightly, "Can't we go rest in my hotel room?"
Krist looked suspiciously at his partner, the expression looked way too innocent for his naughty lion, "You-you-"
"Pleasee Kitttt naaaaaa?" Singto widened his eyes further, looking beseechingly at his lover.
"P'Sing! Yo-you horndog!"
"But P' missed his kit naa khaaab" Singto whined, knowing exactly the buttons to push,
"I-I came here to sightsee with you and-and I am jetlagged!" Krist protested,
"I didn't hear a no there anywhere" Singto smirked,
"I.." Krist sighed giving up, why fight when he wanted it badly too. Atleast P'Oon and P'Kong hadn't made a pretense of wanting to sightsee.
"Kit?"
"Fine" Krist tightened his grip on the tugging hand, "Let's go"
Kit groaned as three long fingers pumped in and out deeply of his hole, the pace painfully slow for his heated desperate body. He willed himself not to thrash on the bed, knowing it would only make his lover torture him more.
"P'Sing.."
"Hush baby, let P' prepare you properly" Singto landed another loud smack on the pale butt cheeks, making the younger moan louder in pleasure. His Kit liked his pleasure mixed in with a little pain.
"Bu-but Kit has been so good" Kit blubbered, eyes closed and drooling a little as his Singto continued the pleasurable assault on his body.
Singto growled lowly and pushed his lovers head down against the bed, dropping quick little bites on the tempting cheeks. "Have you? Didn't you run here without letting P'Sing know first?"
"But Kit mis-missed his Tuan" Kit cried, he really needed P'Sing inside him right now. The edging was beginning to take him closer and closer to the brink. He couldn't even comprehend when Singto had dragged them both upstairs and managed to undress the two in a flurry of desperate motions. The next thing he vaguely registered was his P'Sing's devilish smile and being turned around on all fours while naughty slick digits slid inside him.
"Just a little more baby" Singto murmured, almost panting, "Be patient, hm? P' will make sure to reward you well"
"B-but-" Kristed mewled as a hard slap landed on his already reddening cheeks, the action only making him leak precum all over his weeping member.
"Shh baby, let P' treat you good"
Singto sighed happily as his boyfriend snuggled into his neck, quiet purrs of contentment escaping as he settled in further. They still had a couple of hours left before they had to meet his uncles, them having pushed back the dinner to just meeting up for a couple of drinks in their suite.
"Room service?" Singto asked his baby, who hummed noncommittally.
"Sure" Krist yawned, feeling the jet lag settle into his bones, "Pizza?"
"Mhmm" Singto nuzzled into the ticklish ears, not wanting to move to make the call, "Five more minutes"
Krist looked up from his position on his P's chest and glared, "You better move your ass and feed me. I am starving"
"Okay okay" Singto sulked, "So bossy"
Krist raised an eyebrow at his boyfriend, daring him to speak further. They had an unspoken rule that Kit would get pampered any way he please post a rough lovemaking sension. And P'Singto had definitely been rough this time after the long gap.
"Hell yes I am"
A little while later the couple was still curled up under their blankets, albeit more dressed and with a couple of pizza boxes and coke cans opened around them.
"Krist.."
"Mhmm, P'Singto?" Krist straightened a little sensing the serious tone of the older. Sing almost never called the younger by his name almost always resorting to endearments or Kit.
"Why me?"
Krist sat up and looked down incredulously at the older, who wouldn't meet his eyes.
"Why not you?"
"I am serious Kit"
" And you think I am not?" Krist exclaimed, "Why would you even ask such a thing?"
"I.. " Singto fiddled nervously with his fingers, "um, the first time I saw you, I knew you were always going to be the One. The one I wanted in my life. I didn't know what love was at six you know?" He gave out a water laugh,
"Oh P'Sing.." Krist's eyes softened, happy yet immeasurably sad for the six year old boy who waited nineteen years to tell him this. They had waited long, probably too long for this moment to come in their lives with misunderstandings and insecurities buried deep within themselves.
"No let me continue"
"I just never thought you could ever love me back. Sure, everyone kept telling me and for a moment I believed it. I was just waiting for you to turn sixteen. And then you talked about Godt and somehow it hit me that you didn't actually belong to me. That you wouldn't be waiting around for me forever" Singto's voice shook. The small insignificant exchange so many years ago had a deep impact on him as a teenager. It had taken him many years until he'd started hoping again that maybe, just maybe the younger felt the same as he did about him.
"P'Sing, this is not how I wanted to say it for the first time, but I love you. I love you so much that sometimes I feel like I am drowning in the feeling" Krist's face softened, "Of course I loved you the P'Sing. Of course I wanted you back. There wasn't anyone but you in my life. Ever."
Unable to meet his lover's eyes, Singto turned around and hung his head, "You always dreamed of having this epic love story, with a dashing prince who'd sweep you off your feet. I could see how you looked at P'Oon and Lung Kong. Wanting what they have. But Kit.. I am just boring old me. I am nowhere close to being a prince you know?"
Krist reached forward and turned the older around to face him by his shoulders, "P'Sing where is all this coming from? Have I not shown you I love you in everything I do or say? Do you not believe me when I touch you or say that I want you?"
"Kit.."
"I feel like I have failed you as a lover- no that I have failed you even as your bestfriend" Krist spoke wetly, moving away slightly, "I never even imagined that you felt so deeply insecure about us P'. I can't believe that I couldn't make you have faith in our bond for the past nineteen years"
This time it was Singto who reached forward to cup his younger's face, gently wiping the tears beginning to trickle down, "No! No Kit. Baby, this is all on me. I was the one insecure all this time"
"P'Sing.." Krist pushed Singto back a little. Just so that he could see his P' clearly. With a determined expression on his face he spoke, " Listen P'.. I flew all the way over here for something very different. And I hope what I am about to give you makes you understand okay?"
He got up and riffled through his duffel bag, finally fishing out a rectangular parcel wrapped in brown paper.
"I have been meaning to give this to you for a while. Take this and find me when you are ready?" Krist leaned down to drop a soft lingering kiss on his speechless lover's forehead and made his way out of the room quietly. He needed his boyfriend to think hard on their relationship and finally make a decision today. He knew getting over Singto's insecurities would take both of them time, but he needed his P' to take that first step today.
Singto reached the last page of the dog-eared leather notebook which had been wrapped in the paper, a lone tear slipping past his eyes to dot the yellowing paper. He never thought Krist still continued to write his journal to him, for the past sixteen years. It wasn't written regularly obviously. Just on memorable occasions and days Krist had wanted to remember. His eyesight blurred reading the page where a hastily written note had been added for today's date,
Hi P'Sing
I am writing this on the plane while P'Kong is anxiously chewing my ear off for impulsively following you guys. Hope you aren't too angry either haha. On a more serious note though, Tuan- I have been waiting to give this to you for years. This journal marks every time you made me fall in love with you a little more. You are my epic love story, my happily ever after. As long as I've known what love is, I have known it's you. This is the only truth I know. I made a promise to ask you after we are grown up and you can buy me a house. Well, we still need to buy that house P'Singto, but I can't wait any longer. Will you mine? My husband? My partner in life? I am not giving you a choice P'! Marry me. Today. Now.
I will be waiting.
I love you P'Singto.
Only Yours
Kit
Singto quickly wiped his fast falling tears, closing the book and holding him to his chest. He didn't even know why he was still crying. He pressed a small kiss to the journal and carefully kept it aside making a beeline towards the door. He had someone waiting for him. He'd always had. And Singto was done making Krist wait for him any longer.
"P'Sing?" Krist straightened up from his position against the railing on the rooftop, smiling slightly. He'd been waiting for a while, but that's alright. What's a few more hours after nineteen years, right?
"I hate you" Singto glared and tugged the confused younger into his arms, embracing him tightly, "I really hate you"
Krist hummed, burying his face into the neck of the older, "Why?"
"Why didn't you tell me all these years?" Singto muttered, dropping a kiss onto the shell of the ear absently
"Why didn't you?" Krist retorted, "Hmm?"
"We are both idiots"
"You haven't answered me yet P'Sing"
Singto pouted, "I should have been the one to ask, I am older"
"Well I couldn't wait another nineteen years, you know?" Krist scowled, throwing his head back sassily, not moving an inch from his snug position within his older's arms.
Singto flicked his boyfriend's forehead fondly, "I wouldn't have taken that long"
Krist rubbed his forehead sulkily, but still leaned up to press a kiss on the tanned cheek,"So will you?"
"You know I can't say no to you" Singto smiled, pressing small wet butterfly kisses on the giggling dimpled face,
"That's not an answer P'" Krist spoke, amongst his tinkling laughter.
"Yes Kit, it's always been a yes" Singto closed his eyes and leaned down to press his lips against his fiance, feeling cold metal slipping on his left hand. Even without opening his eyes, he knew how it would be. Just perfect.
"And then, they lived happily ever after" Krist murmured against the insistent lips.
Singto broke away from this kiss, his eyes shining in pure euphoria, "And they are living happily ever after"
~The End~