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//MENTION OF KILLING AND OTHER STUFF I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD MENTION IT OR NOT BUT JUST IN CASE//
Wilbur was just sitting in his room with his feet up to his knee crying. He gotten into a fight with phil and techno all because he accidentally hit tommy without concious.
His emotion is getting out of hand, he can't control it, it's too much for him, he was scared. But he knew none of his family cares about him. He keeps getting into trouble, his grade are getting lower each day, he can't stand it.
He hates everything...
"I hate everyone..." he sobbed burrying his face to his knee. He feels very useless right now crying and acting like weak child he is. Well he IS a child, he was still 13 years old.
He pull his face away from his knee and wiped his tears away. He stand up away from his bed to the corners of his room grabbing the chalk started to scrape the chalk to the wall making a line, counting each line to each day he's loosing his mind. No he's not insane.....
Is he?
No he's not..
Hesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnothesnot......
No stop....
Wilbur groand to the migrain suddenly kick in, he slowly walked towards his bed and lay down. He wanted this day to be over and good thing that school is cancel tomorrow.
Thanks to sapnap..
He can stay in his room all day, he can survive 48 hours without food or water.
He closed his eyes ready to sleep.
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02.36 am
Wilbur felt a hand touching his hair, the feeling was nice but was also cold?....
He forces his eyes to open to see who was patting his hair. His visions was very blurry he couldn't see who was patting him, he could only saw a yellow and blue blur.
Could it be phil?
No it couldn't be phil, that man was shouting st him yesterday and wilbur definentally thought that the man probably don't want to see him right now.
Well it couldn't be techno nor tommy...
Then who is touching him?
He blink multiple times until his visions started to clear, once it does there he saw a man, stroking his hair and smiling directly at wilbur.
He opened his mouth wanted to scream for his family, but his mouth was quickly shut by the man that was stroking and staring at him putting a finger to his mouth signaling for him to shut the fck up.
"Shh shut the fuk up your family won't hear you" the man harsly shush him.
Wilbur throw the man hand that was covering his mouth away from him.
"And why the fuk is that" Wilbur growled at the man.
"Tch like your family cares enought to check on you" What the man said was actually right... is his family cared enough for him?
I mean he gets in trouble a lot
His grades are low
He can't control his anger.
Wilbur stayed silent staring at his blanket.
"Aawh don't be such a crybaby and man up" the mans hand patted his hair.
"Like who the fck are you trying to tell me what to do ya creep" Wilbur tried biting the mans hand but the man has good reflex
"Uh huh do not fcking bite me ya child"
"Like who the fck are you? You fcking creep" Wilbur said."What the fck are you doing in my room"
The man stared blankly at wilbur with no senses of emotion, until he started smiling creeply at him.
"And why should i tell you" The man makes a mocking face to wilbur, making him feel something is off about the man.
"Your in MY fcking room so of course you had to tell me you dckhead" Wilbur snapped at the man whom the man only still smiling at him and started to light up his cigarettes.
"Do not smoke on my room" Wilbur cover both of his mouth and nose preventing the smoke to go into his lung.
"Don't ya worry you can't smell the cigarettes"
"How in the hell does that work" He said still covering his mouth and nose.
"Trust me it don't" The mans voice suddenly went deep and threatening. He thinks the best choice is just to listen whatever the hell this man want.
Slowly wilbur put away his hand and slowly started to breathe.
And the man was right, he can't smell the cigarettes.
"Heh told ya kid" The man said smoking again.
"Whatever now tell me who the fuk are you and what are you doing in my room"
"Still wondering for that huh" The man said again.
"Just tell me" Wilbur pouts
The man started to stay quite and stare at wilbur, but then he started to stand up from where he was sitting and facing to the door. Wilbur stared at him tilting his head and raised his eyebrow.
"Well.... for now call me alivebur" He gracefully turns around towards wilbur and bowing down.
"Alivebur? That sound stupid who the fuk name their kid Alivebur" Wilbur crossed his arm.
"Hmm for that you don't need to know and it's just a nickname idiot"
"And it's a stupid nickname"
"Shut up you child"
"I am 13 years old"
"And i'm 23"
Wilbur glared at alivebur while alivebur mischeviously smiled at wilbur.
"But like seriously what are you doing in my room"
"Your asking far too many question it's getting on my nerve" Alivebut smoke on his cigarettes looking slightly annoyed.
Wilbur flinch as he remember how techno would look like when he gets in trouble.
"S-sorry..."
Alivebur realized what he had done and just smiled
It brings back memories huh. Alivebur thought.
"Just go back to sleep i'll just sit here" He said as he walked through the seat that was in one of the corners of wilbur's room.
"Isn't that kinda creepy"
"I am fcking 23 and i am not like whatever the fck you thought i am"
"Yeah sure your not.. and i'm not going to sleep i don't even want to come out of this room tomorrow anyways" Wilbur layed down and faced ths opposite direction from his previous one.
"Good point i'll just sit here" Alivebur relaxed himself to the seat and still smoking.
"I am starting to believe that you are a creep"
"Don't make me stab you kid"
"Yes sir" He quickly covered himself with his blanket.
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Skip to 07.28 am
Wilbur groaned because of lack sleep he had and how hungry he is right now.
But he doesn't want to go out
Eh the hunger will go away anyways.
"Your going to hurt yourself if you keep tagling onto the bed" Alivebur crossed his feet and rested his face the his palm
"At this point i don't even care shut up alivebur" He gave alivebur a middle finger.
"Your lucky im not in the mood to kill a child right now" Alivebur clenched his fist and smiling at wilbur.
"Wtf is wrong with you"
"Everything"
"Yikes"
"Now shut up your giving me headache" He pinched the brink of his nose and groaning.
"Good and suffer"
"You little-"
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12.56 pm
"I'm soo hungry uuuggh" Wilbur groaned and alivebur smiled at wilburs suffering
"Then you can go outside and-"
"Fck no i'm not getting scolded again, i want one day without being scolded"
"Like it's not your fault"
"Because it's not" his went to a harsh tone
"How is it not?" Alivebur crossed his arm smirking at wilbur, alivebur is aware what happend to wilbur sinces this younger soot is his past self, but he wanted a reminder from the suffer he has when he was a kid, it's an obvious answer why ghostbur doesn't remember a single think from their childhood memories, there was nothing happy about their past.
"I...i keep getting bullied......and..and i'm tired of it so of course i had to fight back" He sniffled and wipe the tears from his eyes.
"But the bullying never stops...."
"It keeps happening and its always make me into alot of trouble"
"My family started to hate me...and....and i..." He couldn't keep it in anymore and started to cry once again
It'a all a pain...
Alivebur went closer to wilbur and hug him
"You poor child, it's very sad you have to go through that" Alivebur said.
"But don't worry i'm here and i can help you with all your problems....."
"R-really?"
"Yes now just rest child"
"Okay......"
Alivebur let go of the hug letting his past self rest easy, tomorrow he has school and alivebur is gonna do something to take revenge.
He stroke wilbur hair and smiled at him and watched him going to sleep. Once wilbur was finally asleep he stand up and saw the scribble on the wall
Showing how many days he starting to lose his sanity
Aliverbur smiled once again and light up his cigarettes.
"Do not worry i will take revenge on those who has overlook us and ignored us" He smiled widely like he was planning to murder someone.
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14.14 pm (with the sbi)
Techno was sitting the living room sofa reading a book to tommy, tommy really love when techno read him story especially about sun tzu arts of wars. I mean this is the first story techno introduced to tommy and keep bragging about it to tommy which ended up making him obsessed too.
But aside from that techno was deeply worried about wilbur, he hasn't come out of his room ever sinces he and him gotten into a fight.
Yes what wilbur did was wrong but it's getting worrisome he hasn't eat anything ever sinces dinner. He must be really hungry but doesn't want to come out of his room. Probably afraid to look at techno
Techno really love wilbur soo much, he still remember killing wilbur's bullied because they keep bullying wilbur, and to this day everyone is still searching for the bully that he killed.
He oh so much very protective of wilbur but he just doesn't show it.
But judging by wilbur's behaviour he's a lot more angrier than before. Was there something wrong with wilbur...?
He didn't failed him right?
No he didn't
Wilbur is still at one pieces.
He didn't failed him
He hoped.....