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The Sudden Obliteration of Expectation by JulietRose
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
12 Jun 2020
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The majority of Evan’s thoughts after falling were not very coherent. Most of it was fairly obvious and to be expected after failing to kill yourself: there was the realization of what happened, the crushing sense of failure, and the pain. The pain was blinding. His head spun and it felt like gravity was working in reverse. But all of that was still preferable to what came after he went numb.
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- Part 1 of The Sudden Obliteration of Expectation
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Connor reads the entire letter just after he leaves the library and his decision to do so is going to have lasting repercussions on not only his life, but also the lives of the author of the letter in his hands and those who know both of them.
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Connor is A Very Angry Boy and Evan is A Very Anxious Boy and neither have any idea what they’re getting themselves into.
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We'll Fall Together by DeadlyMidnightshade
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz
12 Jan 2019
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If there was anything Evan expected out of this school year, it wasn't to befriend Connor Murphy. If there was another thing he didn't expect, it was for them to end up dating.
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Evan Hansen finds himself living through each day the same as the last. Nothing seems to ever change, no matter what he tries to do. Everyday, he pretty much wake ups with an encouraging speech from his mother, buses to school, has a meaningless conversation, gets ignored, then shoved to the ground- both figuratively and literally, before he just breaks down at home. Alone. It's finally starting to take a tole on him.
His nightmare becomes real as his figurative meaning to living each day the same becomes literal, and he finds himself reliving the first day of Senior Year time and time again. In this state of confusion, he is entirely alone.
Until he realizes that a certain boy is reliving the same day too, and he wants to get out of this loop just as much as Evan does.
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- Part 1 of Clockwork
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There’s a beat of hesitation, but Evan lets go of the red metal and looks headlong into the ground awaiting him.
All is calm, and he takes a step.
“What the fuck.” The stillness of the night is shattered to pieces, and Evan scrambles desperately to take hold of the bridge again. The loss of the silence brings about the loss of control, and within moments he’s hyperventilating, hands sweating and heart racing.
Evan glances over his shoulder and in the darkness can make out a slight, tall figure standing at the very edge of the treeline.
“I-I’m sorry?” Evan chances in response, eyes on the person as they step forward.
And, well. Of all the people he expected to see tonight, Connor Murphy was not one of them.