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"I don't trust you," Jake said, and the words came out raw and honest.
"That’s fair," Heeseung admitted. "But I've regretted every single day since our break-up for years. I'm not that scared kid anymore. Even if..." He stopped, taking a breath. "I can't change the past, Jaeyun. I can't undo what happened. But I can help you now. Tonight. Please let me do at least that much."
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Jake is a single parent raising his son on his own. He works multiple jobs to give Jungwon a stable and happy environment. Life is tough, especially when the odds are against you and you end up crossing paths with someone from your past, someone you never wanted to see again.
Sequel to When I Find You. Read in any order !
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- Part 2 of When We Found Us
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25 Dec 2025
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this fic (and its prequel) are perfect. beautifully written and so emotional. chefs kiss
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Lee Heeseung is a famous bassist and vocalist of the globally renowned band Ultraviolence Kisses. In addition to being known for his incredible bass skills, stunning looks, and musical versatility, Heeseung possessed something that every rockstar had since the beginning: flirtation.
Every month, he would end up being caught with a different person, landing directly on magazine covers and blog headlines, which didn’t bother him—it only made him feel even more desired.
His current target was Shim Jaeyun, one of the highest-paid models at the moment. He was known for representing globally famous brands and attending exclusive events. He was irresistibly handsome and sexy, friendly, and charming, although he was completely reserved off-camera.
However, there were three things that set Jaeyun apart from the other people Heeseung had casually been with up until then: he was the only one Heeseung hadn’t been caught with on the night they were together; the only one the bassist hadn’t dismissed the day after a casual night.
And Jaeyun seemed to be the only one who understood why.
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- Part 1 of Still - Trilogy
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If there was ever a perfect time, a perfect setting – in a beautiful hotel in a beautiful city under the warm almost-July sun, watching two strangers declare their love for each other, hours before a show where Jake will perform his setlist of songs he’d written about Heeseung, on the tour Heeseung put his whole schedule on hold to join him for – then Jake thinks they’re in it now. If Heeseung pulled away from this kiss, and got down on one knee, and said, let's just have a wedding of our own, then, Jake wouldn’t really be surprised, because he’s used to all his dreams coming true.
or, Jake has planned the perfect proposal. The only problem: Heeseung doesn't know that he's supposed to be a part of it.
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- Part 2 of fast times, fast nights
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Run before he gets tired of the act.
Run before he leaves you, like everyone always does.
The world blurred around him—faces, voices, colours melting into nothing. His chest ached, his throat burned, and still the thoughts wouldn’t stop shredding him alive.
You should have known better. You never should have hoped. You never should have thought you could matter to someone like him.
And all he could do was run.
— Or: Jake just wanted to be someone’s first choice—the person they reached for instinctively, the one they trusted with their brightest joys and their darkest heartbreaks. But, maybe, he just wasn't enough.
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IN HIATUS UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!
"Just let me in."
Jake barely had time to brace before Heeseung was curling a hand around his waist and shoving him against the lockers. Heeseung’s body was close, broad shoulders overtaking Jake’s whole vision, strong arms tense on either side of him, breath hot against his cheek. At first Jake thought he had driven the sentinel into anger. But there was something else there, buzzing between their connected perceptions. Fear. Despair.
“Don’t say that,” Heeseung whispered in a husky voice. “You don’t know what you’re asking.”
Jake stared back, unblinking. “Then show me.”
Heeseung took hold of his fingers, so thin compared to his big hand, and brought them to his own temple. Jake barely had time to register the feeling of his pads touching sweat damp skin before his entire world exploded.
In a bleak future where dwindling Guides are conscripted and Sentinels are treated like weapons, after 21 years hiding, Guide Sim Jake finds himself forced into a bond with Sentinel Lee Heeseung. The system demands obedience. Jake isn’t sure he can offer either, but survival might depend on finding something real between the cracks of duty.
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