OH MY GOD. Okay, where do I even start. This fic is like a blender, fireworks, a quiet existential crisis, and a rom com all had a four way and exploded into pure emotional chaos.
Let’s talk about living with Chishiya. Oh my GOD. That section alone is a full cardio workout for my heart. I’m not emotionally fit enough for this. Morning mugs. Morning hair that defies gravity like it’s auditioning for a Marvel villain. The way Arisu notices him falling asleep on the couch and slowly leaning on him slowly, I say, like gravity itself respects his subtlety, is peak domestic terror. I am simultaneously jealous, heartbroken, and convinced my own life is a poorly scripted anime in which my soulmate is currently existing as a coffee mug in someone else’s apartment. This is dangerous content. Someone alert the authorities.
And KUINA! Oh, sweet chaos god Kuina. She shows up like a human confetti cannon with groceries and refuses to take “we’re staying in” for an answer. I love that she is simultaneously terrifying, unstoppable, and somehow the only sane one in this fic. She’s like, “You will have a party whether you want it or not, and also I am going to judge your social lives while sprinkling emotional glitter on everyone.” I can feel Arisu’s panic radiating through the text. He’s holding a drink like it’s a life preserver on a sinking ship of feelings, while everyone else is pairing off, leaving him as the sole survivor in a sea of romantic normalcy. And honestly, I would be screaming too, but in a slightly more melodramatic way that involves flailing arms and a soft whimper.
ALSO:
“Hey,” Usagi says gently, appearing next to him. She looks at the glass and then back to his face. She smiles with unmasked concern. “I think that’s enough for you.”
“I’m fine.” Arisu says automatically.
“You’re not.” She says kindly, taking the glass away before he can protest. “And that’s okay. Water?”
Now personally, if anyone told me “No, you’re not” after Id just said I’m fine, I would have whipped around and slapped them into next week. we all know“I’m fine” is literally the universal code for GO AWAY LEAVE ME ALONE I AM EMOTIONALLY UNAVAILABLE. But of course it’s Usagi, the pure angel of patience and soft smiles, so instead of chaos I just melt into gratitude. Sweetheart powers 100/10 <3
Now, the texting scene. OH THE TEXTING SCENE. Arisu drunk typing to Chishiya is like watching someone try to juggle flaming chainsaws while riding a unicycle over a pit of feelings. “if you were here id want you to be my new year’s kiss” followed by “i think im in love with you”? My brain has filed a police report for emotional assault. I can literally feel the words burning through the screen like tiny sparks of molten love. And he’s aware (ish) and he KNOWS he’s being an idiot and yet continues full throttle into confession city. I admire the commitment. I also hate it because it makes me want to throw my phone across the room and cry. Arisu needs CPR (Chishiya Provided Resurrection) lowkey… (nvm highkey)
And Chishiya. OH CHISHIYA. The surgical, precise, efficiency obsessed, “I’ll cut you a new heart if it beats wrong” Chishiya. The man reads Arisu’s texts mid shift like a professional superhero with a doctorate in emotional chaos. Then he RUNS. I imagine him barreling down the hallway like a caffeinated cheetah with wind in his hair and an “I will not lose this boy to social norms” expression.
And then the kisses. MULTI STAGE KISSES, people. First desperate like he’s inhaling Arisu’s soul, then gentle, then soft and domestic. I am convinced my own lips felt this secondhand. Someone send medical assistance.
Also the layering of comedy under the emotional weight! The text about Arisu not being drunk, followed by “okay, a little drunk” is pure sitcom gold. I laughed until I cried. And the subtle undercurrent of everyone else’s chaos in the apartment? Priceless. Kuina yelling, Usagi hovering like a concerned angel, random couples doing that “look at me, I am emotionally complete and you are not” thing it’s hilarious and painful. Painlarious. Yes. That is now a unit of measure in my head.
And the timing! 11:42 pm. 11:45 pm. The slow march toward midnight while Arisu’s heart is doing backflips and Chishiya is simultaneously running faster than physics allows? It’s cinematic. I half expect a narrator to declare, “In this moment, time paused. Gravity reconsidered its policies. Two idiots fell in love.” And honestly, I would pay money to see that.
Finally, the New Year’s kiss scene. The simultaneous love confession while everyone else screams “HAPPY NEW YEAR” in the background? Iconic. It’s like watching two planets collide in a romantic supernova while the rest of the solar system is doing a bad karaoke version of Auld Lang Syne. I can’t. I will never recover. I am emotionally flattened like a pancake that tried to flirt with a waffle and got rejected.
In conclusion, this fic is:
1)A slow-burn masterpiece that slowly melted my will to live (in a good way)
2)A domestic chaos symphony conducted by Arisu and Chishiya
3)A high stakes drunk texting thriller
4)Full of mugs that are now legally considered sacred objects
5)Capable of causing spontaneous swooning, laughter-snorting, and mild existential crises
I don’t know if I’ll ever recover. I might start sleeping with my phone in hand, waiting for someone to run into my room like a human tornado and kiss me into 2026. And honestly, I am ready.
10/10, would have my emotional systems short circuited by these idiots again.
PS: Someone please explain how living with someone who’s both a literal genius and an infuriating asshole is still somehow the best life decision Arisu has ever made. Because I need a manual. Or a therapist. Or both.
PS PS: A huge shoutout to Insert_nickname_here for planting the “Chishiya absolutely booking it” idea in your brain because WOW, what a gift to humanity. I adore her works so much! you authors are honestly on another level of talented and creative. Reading stuff like this makes me want to sit down, stare at a blank doc, and whisper “one day… maybe…” <3
Ahhh thank you again for such a wonderful comment! I got so excited when I saw the notification and sat in my card to read the whole thing before leaving to go home from work XD
I will gladly serve the time for the charges you have laid against me for I am unrepentant and intend to commit them again.
And I am excited to read anything you write if you decide to join us on the dark side. <3
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