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  1. Skylight_Deception on Chapter 3 Mon 24 Apr 2023 04:32AM UTC

    Sorry it has taken me ridiculously long to reply but with STAAR (really serious Texas test) coming up in my school it's hard to keep track of things. Your advice really helped and I felt so every word you said uplift me into a divine intervention we call 'comfort'. Believe it or not I still talk to a few of the people that were so rude to me and gradually we all realized that no one was doing great that year and we made mistakes that we didn't mean. At least I hope that's not a lie and everything their doing right now is a grand scheme to spill all my secrets on the internet. But those are just doubts for now, I did want to know what got you to think about making a Digimon fanfic as a way to express some of what happened to you personally or did they just happen to coincide?

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    1. Chaotic_Mikariin on Chapter 3 Mon 24 Apr 2023 07:50PM UTC

      Mikariin

      I’m glad I managed to help you in some way, be it with the comment or my story. To be honest, I’ve always had an overactive imagination and when I get hurt be it emotionally or just mentally exhausted, my mind thinks about my favorite characters and I tend to project onto parts of them that speak to me the most.

      Writing is my form of dealing with trauma and hurt, I express myself best through grand tales and even give myself happy endings by living vicariously through anime and television.

      To some this could either be really healthy or really unhealthy, I like to consider it a healthy alternative to what I used to do when I had uncontrollable BPD episodes.

      Considering I feel more than my emotionally stunted and distant family members, I always take words and cruel teasing (be it intentional or otherwise) to heart, no matter how I tried otherwise.

      I also have a habit of hyperfixating on anime’s and when I started this little project, I will not lie, I was going through a terrible 4 day of no sleep mania from the BPD so everything was crashing around me as I watched digimon again. Thus, this and the Princess of Hazard story was born.

      Last Edited Mon 24 Apr 2023 07:51PM UTC

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