Everything I Wanted (and it was always you)
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Stupid words, such stupid fucking words. Neil knows no one has ever said those words to him before. Not his father, not his mother and never from Andrew. Because why would he? This was nothing, he was nothing. He had said it himself.
Neil was a fool. A fool who’s heart was pathetically weak.
A fool who was in love with Andrew Minyard.
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or Neil realizes he's in love and he is terrified.
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Neil Abram Josten hasn’t been fine since he could remember.
Neil figures that the moment he was born he was consumed with pain, he had to have been. He could never imagine being held softly, kindly and with pure intentions. It was a far cry from the reality of what growing up was. Even his mother couldn’t possibly be on that list. She may have loved him but she was never gentle with him, her love was twisted and routed in paranoia and fear. Her hands had been torn and bloodied so scabs grew over the once smoother skin.
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or the day that Neil Josten finally breaks.
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