we hold it in the most when we're wearing thin
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we hold it in the most when we're wearing thin by viceroybail
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
08 Apr 2020
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The thought of Anakin's near descent into darkness is like a vise around his throat, drawing from him what little air he'd had left, what little will he'd had to keep moving.
I have failed you.
With it (as if it isn't enough) comes the thought of Qui-Gon, of how he'd never managed to be enough. With that, the memory of Satine is a weight on his chest. Long has he borne these burdens, and now they come at him as a battering ram.
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and we are motionless (motionless) by viceroybail
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
30 Jun 2020
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Not so long ago, Anakin had wanted so badly to feel as though Obi-Wan needed him, wanted him around. He just wishes things hadn’t had to get so bad for that wish to be granted.
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this is harder than we know by viceroybail
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
08 Jul 2020
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"Your Master is not a machine that you can fix just like that, young one."
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i don't know, i don't know how it can change by viceroybail
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
11 Jul 2020
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“I’m sorry,” Obi-Wan blurts when he doesn’t have a ready answer. His hands are shaking, his breath beginning to come in quick bursts. A panic attack, Anakin realizes, stunned. He’s never, not even in the Halls, seen Obi-Wan like this.
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falling slow, falling slow, in the pouring rain by viceroybail
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
01 Dec 2020
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Later, Anakin will not be able to say what had possessed him to bring up the Hardeen fiasco. He will not even recall just what he had said. It had been only a passing remark, the kind he had made a hundred times — before.
What he will remember is the look on Obi-Wan’s face, as if Anakin had sucker punched him.
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could’ve followed my fears all the way down by viceroybail
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
11 Feb 2021
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Some days, he fears something is irreparably broken in his master.
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somebody catch my breath by viceroybail
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
12 Apr 2021
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Anakin takes another long drink, and then another. Bail hasn’t got the heart to tell him to slow down. Obi-Wan isn’t the only one hurting, and sometimes — sometimes one just needs a drink.
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something about it felt like home somehow by viceroybail
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
15 Dec 2021
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It is not unusual for Obi-Wan to struggle to find rest. He has always been prone to bouts of insomnia, and even more so since the war had ended, but Anakin had hoped … well, he had hoped his former master would find it easier on Alderaan.
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