So, how does this work exactly?
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“All right.” He turns around again but stops, contemplates, brings his hand to his face, turns back, leans down to Castiel, kisses him on the cheek – chaste but sweet – breathes a goodbye, turns back again and leaves. Castiel only watches him walk up the steps and close the door behind him, too surprised to do anything else. He frowns.
“Well, that was … weird”, Sam speaks his mind.
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When Cas speaks like this every word is important, every sound matters. He speaks like he feels, and he feels all of it. The whole thing. And yeah, Dean might not understand much, but he understands this. He understands that it matters.
There is no hell in that voice, no monsters, just recognition. There is a yes, I feel like that too and a do you? And Dean thinks yeah, how about that.Series
- Part 1 of So, how does this work exactly?
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“You just assume that you can’t – that I don’t want –“
He can’t say it, so he looks up at Cas’ eyes, glances down at his lips – but that’s not allowed so he looks away.
“I don’t understand.”
But it’s all very clear, isn’t it? It’s right there after all, right there.
He looks up again, at the space between them, at Cas who always seems so far, like right now when he’s giving him space – still, after everything, making sure to give Dean space – and he thinks that’s too far.Series
- Part 2 of So, how does this work exactly?
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Of course Sam would want to leave, of course he would want to go be normal – without Dean of course, because Dean isn’t normal.
“And you’re really okay with that?”
No. “Of course, Sammy. Why wouldn’t I be.”
Sam looks from the road to Dean in the passenger seat who pretends to look out the window. There’s not much to see except for the same old stories; everyone leaving, always leaving.
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