Angstober 2021

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• Life Without You by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  04 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • (Past) Dean Winchester/ Benny Lafitte
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Castiel
  • Dean Winchester
  • Benny Lafitte
  • Alternate Universe- No Supernatural
  • Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence
  • Gaslighting
  • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
  • Implied/Referenced Abuse
  • Grief/Mourning
  • Established Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • sorta - Freeform
  • Angst
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • Protective Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Married Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Heavy Angst
  • Touch-Starved Dean Winchester

  Summary

  Day One; Stab In The Back

  Series

  • Part 1 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,368

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  9

  Kudos:

  81

  Bookmarks:

  8

  Hits:

  1,113

• Pretty Woman by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Mature
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  05 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Dean Winchester/Other(s)
  • Castiel & Dean Winchester
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Castiel
  • Dean Winchester
  • Alternate Universe- No Supernatural
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • Self-Worth Issues
  • Dean Winchester Has Self-Worth Issues
  • Implied Sexual Content
  • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
  • Prostitute Dean Winchester
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • The Author Regrets Nothing

  Summary

  Day Two; Delusions

  Series

  • Part 2 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  643

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  3

  Kudos:

  56

  Bookmarks:

  3

  Hits:

  723

• The First Thing I Saw Was Red by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  05 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Major Character Death
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Soulmates
  • Dean Winchester Bears the Mark of Cain
  • Angel Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Fallen Angel Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester Can See Castiel's Wings
  • Sort Of
  • Angst
  • Heavy Angst
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Character Death
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • Blood
  • Mark of Cain (Supernatural)

  Summary

  Day Three; Mark of a Killer

  Series

  • Part 3 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,628

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  7

  Kudos:

  34

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  744

• I Just Want To Feel Something by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  06 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Michael/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel/Michael/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Michael (Supernatural)
  • Alternate Universe- No Supernatural
  • Alternate Universe - College/University
  • Bad BDSM Etiquette
  • Protective Castiel (Supernatural)
  • BAMF Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Sadism
  • Masochism
  • Painplay
  • Emotional Manipulation
  • Gaslighting
  • Dom Castiel/Sub Dean Winchester
  • Gentle Dom Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Sub Dean Winchester
  • Subdrop
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • The Author Regrets Nothing

  Summary

  Day Four; Harsh Truths, Kind Lies

  Series

  • Part 4 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,303

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  6

  Kudos:

  77

  Bookmarks:

  10

  Hits:

  1,460

• Nothing by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  07 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Sam Winchester
  • Supernatural Elements
  • Angst
  • Character Death
  • No one really dies
  • That’s Sortta The Story
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • Angel Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Soft Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Temporary Amnesia
  • Castiel and Dean Winchester Have a Profound Bond

  Summary

  Day Five; What You Deserve

  Series

  • Part 5 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,987

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  66

  Bookmarks:

  6

  Hits:

  588

• Death Note by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  08 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Major Character Death
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel & Dean Winchester
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Alternate Universe- No Supernatural
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide
  • Implied/Referenced Character Death
  • Death
  • Angst
  • Heavy Angst
  • Grief/Mourning
  • Grieving Dean Winchester
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived

  Summary

  Day Seven; Lesser/Greater of Two Evils

  Series

  • Part 6 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,583

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  15

  Kudos:

  48

  Bookmarks:

  7

  Hits:

  606

• Pretending by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  09 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel & Dean Winchester
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Alternate Universe - Soulmates
  • Alternate Universe - Supernatural Elements
  • Castiel Has Powers (Supernatural)
  • BAMF Dean Winchester
  • Alternate Universe - Dystopia
  • enemies to friends to enemies
  • Pining
  • Pining Dean Winchester
  • Hurt Dean Winchester
  • Angst
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • The Author Regrets Nothing

  Summary

  Day Six; Stained Red

  Series

  • Part 7 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,848

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  10

  Kudos:

  44

  Bookmarks:

  5

  Hits:

  533

• Reliving Yesterday by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  10 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel & Dean Winchester
  • (Past) Dean Winchester/Alastair
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Alastair (Supernatural)
  • Sam Winchester
  • Alternate Universe - No Powers
  • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
  • Alpha Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Omega Dean Winchester
  • Therapist Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Lawyer Sam Winchester
  • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Angst

  Summary

  Day Eight; Abandoned

  Series

  • Part 8 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,343

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  102

  Bookmarks:

  6

  Hits:

  1,227

• Broken Promises by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  11 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Daphne Allen/Castiel
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Daphne Allen
  • Alternate Universe- No Supernatural
  • Class reunion
  • Angst
  • Smut
  • Hurt Dean Winchester
  • Possessive Dean Winchester
  • Possessive Castiel (Supernatural)
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • Mutual Pining
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester Mutual Pining
  • Pining

  Summary

  Day nine; Reunion

  Series

  • Part 9 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,352

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  12

  Kudos:

  75

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  1,348

• Autumn Leaves by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  12 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Dean Winchester
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Castiel
  • Alternate Universe - No Powers
  • Angst
  • Grief/Mourning
  • Implied/Referenced Character Death
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • Hurt Dean Winchester
  • Pining

  Summary

  Day Ten; Graves

  Series

  • Part 10 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  711

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  1

  Kudos:

  32

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  349

• Pain Is Temporary by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  13 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Witch Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Witch's Familiar Dean Winchester
  • Angst
  • Hurt
  • Pining
  • Torture
  • Tortured Dean Winchester
  • Tortured Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Castiel and Dean Winchester Have a Profound Bond
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • Familiar Dean Winchester

  Summary

  Day Eleven; Experimentation

  Series

  • Part 11 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,019

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  7

  Kudos:

  65

  Bookmarks:

  4

  Hits:

  1,374

• Shivers by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • F/F, F/M, M/M
  • Complete Work

  14 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel & Dean Winchester
  • Dean Winchester/Original Female Character(s)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Original Female Character (s)
  • Alternate Universe - Supernatural Hunters
  • Angel Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Mutual Pining
  • Pining
  • Smut
  • Angst
  • Dean Winchester in Denial
  • Internalized Homophobia
  • Castiel is So Done with Dean Winchester
  • Possessive Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Threesome - F/F/M
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Well - Freeform
  • Maybe some of this

  Summary

  Day Twelve; Shiver

  Series

  • Part 12 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,278

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  54

  Bookmarks:

  6

  Hits:

  990

• If I Can't Have You by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  15 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel & Dean Winchester
  • Lisa Braeden/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Alternate Universe - No Powers
  • Angst
  • Pining
  • Castiel is Not Amused (Supernatural)
  • Possessive Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Hurt Dean Winchester
  • Emotionally Hurt Dean Winchester
  • Roommates
  • Alternate Universe - Roommates/Housemates
  • Friends to Lovers
  • Misunderstandings
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • maybe some things
  • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
  • Implied/Referenced Abuse

  Summary

  Day Thirteen; Miscommunication

  Series

  • Part 13 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,754

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  8

  Kudos:

  107

  Bookmarks:

  8

  Hits:

  1,430

• Open Your Eyes by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  16 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel & Dean Winchester
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Sam Winchester
  • Alternate Universe - Human
  • Alternate Universe - Supernatural Elements
  • BOTH
  • Hurt Dean Winchester
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester First Kiss
  • Soft Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • Ew I Wrote Fluff
  • The Author Regrets Everything
  • wounded dean winchester

  Summary

  Day Fourteen; Memories

  Series

  • Part 14 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,714

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  5

  Kudos:

  60

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  539

• Promises by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  17 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • The Empty | The Shadow (Supernatural)
  • BAMF Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester Needs to Use Actual Words
  • Angel Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Alternate Ending
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Hurt Dean Winchester
  • Angst

  Summary

  Day Fifteen; Storm

  Series

  • Part 15 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  921

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  5

  Kudos:

  23

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  318

• Bound Together by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  18 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel & Dean Winchester
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Meg Masters
  • Alternate Universe - Fantasy
  • Fae Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Alternate Universe - Fae
  • Fae Dean Winchester
  • Fae & Fairies
  • Angst
  • Touch-Starved
  • Touch-Starved Dean Winchester
  • Pining
  • Mutual Pining
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester Mutual Pining
  • Castiel and Dean Winchester Have a Profound Bond
  • Soulmates
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived

  Summary

  Day Sixteen; Regrets

  Series

  • Part 16 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,026

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  16

  Kudos:

  58

  Bookmarks:

  3

  Hits:

  638

• Fireproof by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  19 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel & Dean Winchester
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Alternate Universe - Supernatural Hunters
  • Angst
  • Fire
  • Captain America and Bucky Barnes feels
  • but it’s not
  • to be fair I haven’t slept in awhile
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • The Author Regrets Nothing

  Summary

  Day Seventeen; Not Good Enough

  Series

  • Part 17 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  789

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  6

  Kudos:

  25

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  239

• Addiction by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • F/M, M/M
  • Complete Work

  20 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Dean Winchester/Original Female Character(s)
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Alternate Universe
  • Killing
  • Angst
  • Dean Winchester Has Trust Issues
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Blood
  • Murder Is Normal
  • Just Another Thursday
  • BAMF Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Alternate Universe - Dystopia

  Summary

  Day Eighteen; Lost

  Series

  • Part 18 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,402

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  29

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  263

• Skittles by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • No category
  • Complete Work

  21 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel & Dean Winchester
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Sam Winchester
  • Jimmy Novak (Supernatural)
  • Angst
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Pining
  • Everything is Beautiful and Everything Hurts
  • this is going to hurt
  • This Is Not Going To Go The Way You Think
  • Sorry Not Sorry
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Hurt Dean Winchester
  • Psychology

  Summary

  Day Nineteen; Deadline

  Series

  • Part 19 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,024

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  14

  Kudos:

  50

  Bookmarks:

  4

  Hits:

  314

• Just Don’t by Camerahead12

  Fandoms: Supernatural  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • No category
  • Complete Work

  22 Oct 2021

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Castiel & Dean Winchester
  • Castiel
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Supernatural Elements
  • Alternate Universe - Supernatural Elements
  • BAMF Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Angel Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Castiel Has Powers (Supernatural)
  • Angst
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Pining
  • But It’s Subtle
  • Dean Winchester Has Self-Worth Issues

  Summary

  Day Twenty; Failure

  Series

  • Part 20 of Angstober 2021

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,174

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  10

  Kudos:

  27

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  270

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