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Sakusa thinks there opt to be a statute of limitation to what they were doing, Atsumu disagrees.
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atsumu’s fear of change, and what it means that sakusa is the only constant amidst all this. sakusa’s fear of intimacy, of letting himself be known, and how letting atsumu know him was the most dangerous decision he’s ever made. the bond of these two in this emotionally complex situationship where sakusa’s scared of the intimacy of commitment and the potential heartbreak, while atsumu’s fear of change makes him scared to fully commit to someone just to get left behind, the way his teammates, friends, and even brother have done before. THATS the peak sakuatsu dynamic to me.
Instead, he replies, "I was jealous," Akaashi's eyes widen.
"—of Bokuto," he quickly adds, "who seems to have been left mostly unscathed, beyond his usual quirks, despite having fucked Miya," Akaashi chuckles at this. "I don't feel as lucky," Sakusa swallows, careful in his expression, "I've been thoroughly considering getting myself checked for any lasting damages."
this is SO GOOD for those exactly reasons!! bokuto was unaffected by his fling with atsumu because he didn’t let him in emotionally the way sakusa did!!! bokuto didn’t have deeper feelings towards atsumu because his person has always been akaashi, but sakusa let atsumu in in a way he’s never let anybody else in before and that’s why the idea of his thing with atsumu ending is so devastating to him! aghhh!!!
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oh this is gorgeous, beautiful writing
ugly, ugly emotions.
wish this was complete