tortuous, a shell

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2015-08-18
Series Updated:
2016-02-21
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A few months after the events of TWS, Bucky dies. He dies in Steve's arms.

"Bucky" dies. Or, as Steve soon discovers, a clone of him dies--a clone known as Beta-24.

It comes to light that Hydra has been very, very busy making their own supersoldiers, out of the same genetic source that they'd started from back in 1943; they've been creating iteration after iteration of enhanced boys for the sole purpose of establishing a network of superhuman political, intelligence, and military assets. Steve, somehow, manages to bring one home.

He's not just Captain America anymore; he's a dad. Fortunately he's not alone in this endeavor--he's got Sam by his side--but unfortunately, he's not the only one who wants to take this child under their wing, and for all of the wrong reasons.

Now, the challenge lies in keeping this boy and raising him; but as what? As a son? As a weapon? As a medical and technological abomination? Or as what he is: an 8-year old genetic replica of Steve's dearest friend, who might just be too much of a super to be human.

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Canon-Divergent after TWS.

Steve picks up a clone of his long-lost unrequited love, and tries, very hard, to be a father. He is very terrible at it; not because he's lacking the love or the common sense to take care of a child, but because he's still severely afflicted by the depression, PTSD, and emotional stresses of TWS, on top of trying to juggle these handicaps with the kind of personality that means he represses his pain and puts himself last.

This is less of a kidfic, and more of a recovery fic--Steve relearns himself via learning how to engage in reciprocal healing relationships: with his adopted son (who has only ever known the dehumanized, weaponized existence of a laboratory setting), and with the beginnings of something more with Sam Wilson (who, indeed, has many shared life experiences with Steve, and who has the emotional empathy and compassion to deal with this stupid-ass fuck).

On the kid side of things, this series also deals with the nature of what it means to be human. Is Steve human, after everything that he's been through? Is the clone? What's the dividing line, what are the identifiers, what makes them significant and insignificant--and by what basis does this provide to consider the clone to be a child, or a monster? Is he just a child with monstrous traits from monstrous suffering? Or was he born as a monster? Is he at fault? What is he, and what is to be done with him legally, politically, internationally--is he a military asset? Is he an extension of Bucky Barnes, with all of Bucky's rights? Is he something to be destroyed? Or is he just an innocent?

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