i drew my brush across the starry sky, the black paint dripping softly through the cracks
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the starry sky split open to drop paint on me (as i wallowed in my blood) by orphan_account
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
03 Oct 2022
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There’s a certain art to killing yourself.
A swish of the cold blade just like the nonchalant swoop of a paintbrush into its waiting pot of color. Warm red blood trickling out with a mind of its own, forming various shapes and drips in the clear clear water, art in and of itself. Even the aftermath was the same, crying and pain as belongings were strewn on the floor, along with glistening tears and memories that were ripped so harshly away from her pathetic self, deigned to lay on the floor smothered with dirt and the scum of the earth, just like she was.
Perhaps the act of committing suicide was actually an art itself. It would certainly explain why Ena was so attached to both of them, so much that she wouldn’t let herself pull away, even if she ever wanted to.
or; ena gives up. (first part of the series)
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the starry sky suddenly lost its light (leaving me stumbling in the dark) by orphan_account
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
05 Oct 2022
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God, everything has to come back to her, doesn't it? No matter what he's doing. Whether he's in class, at practice, or hell, even alone, it always comes back to Ena Shinonome, the second year who killed herself two days ago. It's the talk of seemingly the whole universe right now, and it makes Akito want to scream. She's the one who did it, she's the one who was struggling so much she felt the only way out was death, so why are they pitying him? Why are they pitying the one who's alive and healthy, instead of the girl who wasn't? Why are they pitying the one who barely even was a brother to her?
Why are they pitying the one who did this, the one who as good as killed her himself?
or; akito blames himself. (second part to my ena fic)
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