And all that could have been
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“It’s a crime, really.”
“What is?” Clive doesn’t bother looking up from the letters. But now that Cid has spoken he can feel the other man’s eyes burn into him as he reads. It’s what he gets for standing on the opposite side of the desk, he supposes.Series
- Part 1 of And all that could have been
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Clive’s never been good at identifying such feelings, and while he had acknowledged that he had an attraction to Cid on some level (which had only grown since their encounter) he hadn’t realized he was having those feelings. “Yeah, alright.”
Cid doesn’t say anything and tilts his head to the side, drumming his fingers on the table as he watches. “Does that bother you?”
“No.”
“You’re a terrible liar.”Series
- Part 2 of And all that could have been
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In the end they met in the middle and settled on five days.
That truly ought to be a piece of cake, Clive thought. There had been plenty of times in his life where he had gone five days without an orgasm in his life, so five days with Cid ought to be no real trouble.
Cid had looked smug when Clive had told him, all sure about himself.
What Clive hadn’t expected, was some form of play every day.
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- Part 3 of And all that could have been
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“Clive. Are you listening?” Tarja’s voice cut through the fog that was his brain. He hadn’t been able to think all damn day ever since waking up. All of his thoughts felt sluggish, he’d begin a thought, reach halt, and then completely forget what it even was he was trying to think about.
It wasn’t like him and he wasn’t sure he liked it.
“Sorry, what was that?” Clive shook his head a little, blinked and looked back to Tarja.Series
- Part 4 of And all that could have been
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“Come in!” Cid’s voice rang from the other side of the door. So Clive opened, slipped inside and shut the door behind him. The room was warm with fire crackling in the distance. Cid stood by his desk, looking a little flushed and holding papers. Clive instantly felt giddy, butterflies swirling in his stomach and… struck with not knowing what to do next. “Ah, right on time.” Cid grinned at him and put down the papers on the desk. Clive put his hands behind his back, interloping his fingers.
“I didn’t want to be late,” Clive said, feeling just a little embarrassed at how eager he must seem. But just a little, because fuck, there was no shame in being eager with how worked up Cid had gotten him these last few days. If something he found it absolutely normal.
“I would have been disappointed if you were.”Series
- Part 5 of And all that could have been