So Near That Your Eyes Close With My Dreams
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Home is Wherever I'm with You by Starmilk
Fandoms: Senjou no Merry Christmas | Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence | Furyo (1983), The Seed and the Sower - Laurens van der Post
25 Nov 2024
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Celliers is waiting for him to get up and make breakfast. In the four months they’ve been at sea, Celliers has fallen in love with Yonoi’s cooking, especially his Okayu.
Yonoi, for his part, has fallen in love with Celliers all over again, each day discovering new facets of him that make his heart ache with affection.
He hopes, more than anything, that the feeling is mutual.
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There are divine things more beautiful than words can tell by Starmilk
Fandoms: Senjou no Merry Christmas | Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence | Furyo (1983), The Seed and the Sower - Laurens van der Post
03 Dec 2024
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As he comes down from the cusp of his ecstasy, revelling on how divine it all feels, he has this revelation: This, the thing he and Celliers have, is sacred, it’s celestial.
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And all my nightly dreams by Starmilk
Fandoms: Senjou no Merry Christmas | Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence | Furyo (1983), The Seed and the Sower - Laurens van der Post
07 Mar 2025
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"I was thinking..."
"I knew something smelt burnt".
Unable to resist the temptation, he looks up from the quotes he's highlighting at the kitchen table and, as expected, when he meets Celliers’ glare, he finds it tempered by the hint of a smirk he can’t quite fight.
"I was thinking that we could try something new"
Though his tone is laced with suggestion, Yonoi still refuses to entertain him.
"Has my Okayu become old news to you?" he asks, his voice tinged with the weariness of a tired mother.
"Oh, I'm not talking about food"
At this, he has to look up to meet Jack’s gaze, finding his eyes locked on him, his one working pupil dilated in a revealing way.
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Niji Iro by Starmilk
Fandoms: Senjou no Merry Christmas | Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence | Furyo (1983), The Seed and the Sower - Laurens van der Post
28 Jan 2025
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Yonoi’s voice can also sound like a birdsong sometimes, like happiness.
Especially now, as Jack kisses him in bed, a hand sliding up Yonoi’s thigh under his pajamas, fingers sliding through soft hairs and bronzed, warm skin, making goosebumps erupt on his skin.
It’s not even 5 a.m., but the sun is already clearly visible and casting morning light over their bodies. Jack is glad for it, since he’s woken up from a nightmare that he can’t remember and is in dire need of the other man’s embrace. As usual, Yonoi welcomes him, at any hour of the night or the day, seeming content to just lie under him and gratefully take whatever Jack gives him. Quite eager for it as well, from the noises he’s already making against his mouth.
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As long as my body trembles under your hands by Starmilk
Fandoms: The Seed and the Sower - Laurens van der Post, Senjou no Merry Christmas | Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence | Furyo (1983)
04 Feb 2025
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Yonoi stumbles upon a store that sells all sorts of things, and he and Jack have some fun.
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Marmoris by Starmilk
Fandoms: Senjou no Merry Christmas | Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence | Furyo (1983), The Seed and the Sower - Laurens van der Post
29 Oct 2025
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One morning at sea, the ship's heating system stops working, and while Celliers fixes it, Yonoi shaves and reflects on their life together.
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One Year On by Starmilk
Fandoms: Senjou no Merry Christmas | Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence | Furyo (1983), The Seed and the Sower - Laurens van der Post
10 Jan 2026
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Yonoi and Celliers celebrate their first year of running away together by exchanging gifts and enjoying each other's company.
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