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    To be known first by the soul and then by the body is a dangerous thing

    Macario Flores survives by being impossible to ignore.
    Ayotunde Adebayo survives by being impossible to read.

    They are rivals on the pitch: a reckless Holloway forward and a composed Rotherhithe defender, caught in a Crown League survival fight that has the whole football world watching. Every clash between them becomes content. Every glance becomes a headline. Every argument feels dangerously close to something else.

    But in private, both men are part of an anonymous letter exchange for queer athletes.

    As Sunrise and Poet, they write without names, clubs, or consequences. They confess loneliness, desire, fear, faith, and the secret shape of wanting. They fall in love slowly, then all at once.

    Neither knows the man on the page is the same man under the floodlights.

    By the time they discover the truth, rivalry is the least dangerous thing between them.

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    It’s strange how memory works. Some things are remembered as if they just happened yesterday, while others are quickly forgotten. After writing I Fell in Love with Two Brothers I started thinking about what experiences shaped me growing up. I started writing down the names of friends I was sexually active with as a boy. (Changing some of the names to protect real identities) Each name had a memory attached to it. A memory that shaped who I was in I Fell in Love with Two Brothers, so I took those memories and built a story out of them. I figured that people who enjoyed that first story might enjoy this one too. This is a big story, with over 550,000 words spread across 56 chapters, and 20 different friends I shared a bed with. This story is complete, and I will publish two chapters a week until it is fully published. I will put a note at the end of the chapter if that was the last appearance of the secondary characters. If you have any questions about them, you can ask in a comment. Please enjoy The Foundations of Desire, leave comments, and give kudos.

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    17/56
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    It’s September 1989, baby.

    Mike Wheeler and Will Byers finally leave Hawkins for NYU: Will for art, Mike for biology on a pre-med track he swears is a “compromise.”
    New York was supposed to be a fresh start. Instead it turns their “friends—no, thanks—best friends” truce into something impossible to ignore.

    Set during the AIDS crisis.
    Because you don’t get to be queer in New York in 1989 without it in the room.
    But they’re going to be okay. Promise.

     

    Comments are always appreciated!

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    Mike is scared of seeing his father’s reflection in the mirror, he couldn’t fall in love with Will, but apparently, he did, and now he’s going through a crisis. Will is waiting, yet he’d waited his whole life, that teasing little shit, had a boyfriend, which was not Mike. They met after months, it was casual, Mike managed to tell him that he loved him, but the topic switched off easily…So, they took a deep breath and began running as fast as they could, leaving Hawkins behind, leaving all those horrible memories that littered that old, deeply sick city. They ran with difficulty, their breaths muffled by uncontrollable laughter and smiles. Breathing rapidly and hearts pounding in their chests, they ran and ran, until they were so exhausted that they felt their breath give out and they almost fainted. They turned in unison, their hands still holding, Hawkins now just a dot in the distance. Was it the end? Or was it just the beginning?

    Language:
    British Sign Language
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    2/2
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    Don’t hate too much, they say. The line between hate and love is as thin as tissue paper.

    The mutual hatred between Kim Ryul and Kwon Ohyul reached its peak in their final semester of college. Unfortunately, a mix of alcohol, a bet, and wounded pride turned that hatred into something far more binding.

    If it was truly hate, then nothing should have changed, right?

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    English
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    1/1
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    New chapter every other day!

    Damian and Sarah have found out that their dream of rooming together at college is not actually possible. Who knew Christian universities were not fans of co-ed housing?!

    At least Sarah has a replacement for Damian, since Lord knows he can't afford to live in a dorm by himself.

    But the man Sarah has on deck is... an angel?


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    Chapters:
    35/?
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    "Luca hated the thought that Shane and Ilya would think his devotion to working hard for them was just because of a silly crush he had on the hockey equivalent of the ‘cutest boys in school’. It went so much deeper than that. When his idol worship turned into something tangible, it mutated. He was becoming the best possible version of himself on the ice, which made him feel like maybe he was worth something off the ice too. He had Shane and Ilya to thank for that. And he couldn’t seem to find the limit of how far he would go to show his gratitude."

    OR

    Luca Haas learns how to want what he wants because Shane and Ilya are there to help. Shane and Ilya get a fresh start at first love.

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    6/?
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    TJ has had a tough couple of years. Recently, he lost his mother and has to move away from his best friend to live with his uncle and cousins. He is worried he will be teased or worse, because his bedwetting has become a daytime problem too.

    Follow TJ as he goes thru ups and downs while trying to figure out his feelings and emotions.

    Note: This is a coming-of-age and diaper boy story. It is about love, trust, and friend, but with that comes love and boyfriends, over time Besides we all know boys are horny and like to play and have fun with their friends.
    As with my other stories, I try to put some links at the end of each chapter for my readers to check out and enjoy.

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    28/?
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    A tame man whose blood had woken needed a keeper, this not only said but known. A tame man without a purpose would diminish and fade and die; like a hound or a hawk bred to hunt, he needed a stronger will than his own to dominate him and make him heel.

    Dunk did not know he had killed the prince until after the horn had blown.

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    English
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    Bookmarks:
    35
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    The life of Duncan takes place alongside the late years of the 1700’s. A princeling who he’s fought in war bleeds through his memory like no other, how will they long aside each other when Baelor makes Duncan Aerions guard?

    (Wuthering Heigths AU)

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    Chapters:
    1/?
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    1
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    12 year old Ludwig befriends a local Italian boy whilst on vacation. 11 years later they cross paths again in New York.

    It's 1969, the summer of love. A 12 year old Ludwig is on vacation in Italy with his grandfather (Germania) and older brother (Prussia). Ludwig strikes up a friendship with a local boy, Feliciano. They both promise they will meet again as adults one day.
    11 years later in 1980 Ludwig moves to New York, chasing the American dream, but he runs into a familiar face. Feliciano. The two of them, now adults, fall for each other hard and fast. However, the backdrop of the looming AIDS crisis and rampant homophobia makes navigating their relationship troublesome.

    The first 3 chapters (before the time skip) are quite heavily inspired by of George DeValiers, Auf Weidersehen Sweetheart.

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    Chapters:
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    "And I need you sometimes

    We'll be alright

    Met you at the right time

    This is what it feels like

    And I miss you some nights

    We'll be alright

    Met you at the right time

    This is what it feels like"

    ---------------------------------------------

    Eddie comes over to Buck's place for a few beers. What seems like a normal night like always quickly turns into something way more meaningful than they both could've ever imagined.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
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    39
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    Gary Barlow’s perspective. Robbie came to Gary with a proposition—one that would change the two of them forever.

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    Chapters:
    3/6
    Comments:
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    So many feelings, so much smut.

    Shane & Ilya navigates through new kinks as they grow into their sexual life together.

    Which might have a thing or two to do with Shane's newly aquired hot 'dad' bod.

    They're so raw, so vulnerable and so in love with each other.

    ⥼✦ ♡ ✦⥽

    This story is all about feeling safe and secure in a relationship.
    About growth & healing

    "Feels in a smut shaped box"
    This comment won my heart.

    I hope you enjoy!

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    English
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    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
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    “I can.”

    A simple motto, one that Stanley had stood by his entire life. He held confidence in his ability to do whatever was needed of him, no matter the difficulty.

    This, however, would be a true test of this boldness.

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    Stanley tries bottoming for the first time.

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    In the summer of 1989, after a beer fueled night at the quarry, Mike impulsively kissed Will Byers.

    Overwhelmed by grief, old heartbreak, and feelings he couldn’t face, Mike fled Hawkins for Chicago to chase a career in journalism. He thought he could outrun the town, the upside down’s shadow, and that kiss. But some things can’t be outrun.

    Three years later, in summer 1992, 21 year old Mike returns home for the break, tired of hiding. On his first night back, Lucas, Max & Dustin drag him to the local bar, where he later reunites with Will, back from New York for the summer. Old friends banter easily, but between Mike and Will the air thickens with everything unsaid. What will the summer bring between them?

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    Mike’s back in Hawkins and can’t keep his eyes (and eventually his hands) off Will. Mike is confused, jealous, and hopelessly fawning, pushing down any thoughts about his sexuality before they can settle. Will, trying to stay loyal to his boyfriend, finds Mike’s mixed signals impossible to ignore, leading to heated nights, confessions, and plenty of angst.

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    58,238
    Chapters:
    7/?
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    52
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    18
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    1,156
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    Tuco coçou a barba, pensativo. Os dedos ficaram presos ali por alguns segundos enquanto uma ideia começava a tomar forma na cabeça dele. Talvez fosse meio idiota. Mas ele queria ver Lena sorrir de novo. Estalou os dedos de leve, chegando a uma conclusão.

    — Quer saber? — ele tocou o ombro dela. — Eu vou ser seu encontro.

    Lena virou o rosto para ele tão rápido que quase pareceu um susto. Os olhos arregalaram.

    — O QUÊ?!

    Ela já estava de pé de novo. Tuco soltou uma risada curta.

    — Sim, ué. — deu de ombros — Eu, você, comida decente e depois um filme. Só isso. — inclinou um pouco a cabeça. — Não parece tão ruim, né?

    Lena o encarou por alguns segundos. E então um sorriso escapou, meio incredula.

    — Ai, Tuco… — ela riu baixo. — Tu é um bocó.

    Ele ergueu as sobrancelhas.

    — Por quê?

    — Porque encontros são pra casais, criatura. — ela cruzou os braços. — A gente é amigo.

    — E daí? — Tuco respondeu imediatamente. — Amigos não podem sair juntos agora?

    A pergunta saiu tão sincera que Lena abriu a boca para retrucar… e acabou não dizendo nada. Pensou por um instante. Na verdade, ele tinha um bom ponto.

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    Português brasileiro
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    12,358
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    8
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    Going over to a childhood friend’s house at midnight to play truth or dare can always lead to something good, can’t it?

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    After 5 years of friendship and useless pining, Bakugou finally finds the courage to confess to Kirishima. Now that they’re together and trying to navigate this brand new relationship, things are going kinda… out of hand. Bakugou didn’t expect they would be this horny, but despite the urgency, they really want to make their first time special. Or… they’re trying to, but things aren’t going the way they want. It feels like every time they try to have sex, something happens. Are these normal problems people face during intimacy? Spoiler- yes they are.
    From parents sleeping in the next room, falling asleep while giving a handjob, coming too early to headaches, they’ll manage to face everything together and finally, finally having their perfect first time.

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    English
    Words:
    17,462
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    35
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    443
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    A series of fics following various snapshots of the boy's lives during their relationship based on scoring events within the game used as prompts. Each has a different kink/theme and go in order of when they happened in the timeline of the relationship. All are canon and one even comes with a special Surprise™ event.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    142,370
    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    49
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    2,244

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