I never loved myself like I loved you

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• Soon you'll get better (because you have to) by suri_kata

  Fandoms: 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Manga), 東京卍リベンジャーズ | Tokyo Revengers (Anime)  

  • Mature
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  12 Mar 2024

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Mikey | Sano Manjirou/Sanzu Haruchiyo
  • Sanzu Haruchiyo
  • Mikey | Sano Manjirou
  • Koko | Kokonoi Hajime
  • Akashi Takeomi
  • Sano Shinichiro
  • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
  • Angst
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Future Timeline: Bonten (Tokyo Revengers)
  • Bonten Arc Spoilers (Tokyo Revengers)
  • Canonical Character Death
  • Canon Compliant
  • Original Timeline Spoilers
  • Drug Use
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • Sleep Deprivation
  • Psychotic Brote
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Including flashbacks and emotional flashbacks bordering age regression
  • Graphic Description of Corpses
  • Not necrophilia but we are hugging the corpse and giving him forehead kisses
  • My beta wanted to pull a Mikey after reading this
  • It's all Shinichiro's fault (what a surprise)
  • his ghost wasn't invited to do party but he had to appear and fuck everything even more
  • so yeah i'm so sorry for that
  • at some point the fic became alive and started to do things on its own
  • I wrote this possessed by the pain of tl0 and haru in general
  • Delusional & Unrequited Harumai
  • but what can you do when your love is dead anyway?
  • Hallucinations
  • the dove is rotten and decomposing
  • mikey is the dove
  • delulu is always the solulu
  • the author actually had a psychotic brote once so buckled up here

  Summary

  “He's my friend for life, I promise.”

  But Mikey jumps and Haruchiyo can't handle that. He made a promise and nothing is going to prevent him for fulfilling it.

  (not even Mikey's death)

  Series

  • Part 2 of You are dust, we are dust ( but I, I refuse to die )
  • Part 5 of I never loved myself like I loved you

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  English

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