wanna witness your eyes, looking

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• stabbing stars through my back by NotEvenALittle

  Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

  • General Audiences
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  06 Sep 2025

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel & Sam Winchester
  • Castiel & Mary Winchester
  • Castiel & Kelly Kline (Supernatural)
  • Castiel & Crowley (Supernatural)
  • Castiel & Jack Kline
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Dean Winchester
  • Lucifer (Supernatural)
  • Mary Winchester
  • Sam Winchester
  • Canon Compliant
  • Episode: s12e23 All Along the Watchtower (Supernatural)
  • POV Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Season/Series 12
  • Dying Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Canonical Character Death
  • Castiel Dies (Supernatural)
  • Angst
  • Angst and Tragedy
  • Grief/Mourning
  • Castiel Character Study (Supernatural)
  • Castiel Loves Dean Winchester
  • Pre-Slash
  • Guilt
  • Guilty Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Self-Reflection
  • Title from an Adrianne Lenker Song
  • Song: forwards beckon rebound (Adrianne Lenker)
  • you would think i wrote this while listening to adrianne lenker
  • but i actually wrote this while listening to romanian classical pianist dinu lipatti’s last recital
  • in besançon france from 16 september 1950 performed at age 33
  • just 77 days before he would die of complications from hodgkin’s disease
  • but none of those songs have lyrics
  • so you get adrianne lenker on this one
  • but give my boy dinu a listen
  • for castiel's sake

  Summary

  Castiel's final thoughts as he dies in s12e23.

  Series

  • Part 1 of wanna witness your eyes, looking

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,147

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  10

  Kudos:

  17

  Hits:

  135

• staring down the barrel of the hot sun by NotEvenALittle

  Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

  • General Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  06 Sep 2025

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Castiel/Dean Winchester
  • Castiel (Supernatural)
  • The Empty | The Shadow (Supernatural)
  • Episode: s13e03 Patience (Supernatural)
  • Episode: s13e04 The Big Empty (Supernatural)
  • Castiel in the Empty (Supernatural)
  • Castiel Out of the Empty (Supernatural)
  • The Empty (Supernatural)
  • POV Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Self-Reflection
  • Pining
  • Angst with a Happy Ending
  • Castiel Loves Dean Winchester
  • Quote: Gay love can pierce through the veil of death and save the day (Supernatural)
  • Season/Series 13
  • Canon Compliant
  • Canon Temporary Character Death
  • Weird Castiel (Supernatural)
  • Title from an Adrianne Lenker Song
  • Song: anything (Adrianne Lenker)
  • you might also think i listened to adrianne lenker while writing this
  • but again you'd be wrong because
  • i actually listened to famous pianist ruth slenczynska's album
  • my life in music
  • she's the last living student of rachmaninoff
  • and she's literally one hundred years old
  • castiel would love her
  • and so would you
  • but again
  • no lyrics to be had with dear ruth
  • so more adrianne for you

  Summary

  Castiel is in the Empty, after being killed by Lucifer. But not for long. Not if he can help it.

  Series

  • Part 2 of wanna witness your eyes, looking

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,294

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  6

  Kudos:

  14

  Hits:

  127