numb, but i still feel it & a knock at the door

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• Numb, but I Still Feel It by pun1shedbylove

  Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)  

  • Mature
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • F/M
  • Complete Work

  25 Nov 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Spencer Reid/Reader
  • Spencer Reid/You
  • Spencer Reid
  • Angst
  • Heavy Angst
  • Drug Addiction
  • Drug Use
  • No Use of Y/N for Reader-Insert
  • Reader is a Member of the BAU (Criminal Minds)
  • Established Relationship
  • Pining
  • Hurt Spencer Reid
  • Spencer Reid Needs a Hug
  • Spencer Reid Angst
  • just pure misery everywhere
  • but he's so devastatingly in love
  • I Obviously Don't Know How To Tag
  • References to Drugs
  • i actually need help
  • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • barely

  Summary

  Spencer's addiction starts to cause his relationship to unravel quicker than he can pick everything back up. Sometimes, love just isn't enough to fix it.

  Series

  • Part 1 of numb, but i still feel it & a knock at the door

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  5,350

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  17

  Bookmarks:

  6

  Hits:

  429

• A Knock at the Door by pun1shedbylove

  Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)  

  • Mature
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • F/M
  • Complete Work

  25 Nov 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Spencer Reid/Reader
  • Spencer Reid/You
  • Spencer Reid
  • Angst
  • Heavy Angst
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Drug Use
  • Drug Addiction
  • Drug Addict Spencer Reid
  • No Use of Y/N for Reader-Insert
  • Reader is a Member of the BAU (Criminal Minds)
  • Established Relationship
  • Hurt Spencer Reid
  • Spencer Reid Needs a Hug
  • Relapsing
  • Drug Withdrawal
  • Non-Sexual Intimacy
  • Implied Sexual Content
  • Mild Sexual Content
  • very mild
  • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
  • References to Drugs
  • resolved ish ending
  • like it's very hopeful
  • but i suppose you could leave it up to interpretation
  • i am not
  • i've done enough damage to this boy

  Summary

  Spencer always had something under his skin. It felt better to him if he just injected it instead of letting it grow from his marrow. You’re just a little bit too good.

  Series

  • Part 2 of numb, but i still feel it & a knock at the door

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  5,245

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  24

  Bookmarks:

  6

  Hits:

  525