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1. Numb, but I Still Feel It by pun1shedbylove

   Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   25 Nov 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Spencer Reid/Reader
   • Spencer Reid/You
   • Spencer Reid
   • Angst
   • Heavy Angst
   • Drug Addiction
   • Drug Use
   • No Use of Y/N for Reader-Insert
   • Reader is a Member of the BAU (Criminal Minds)
   • Established Relationship
   • Pining
   • Hurt Spencer Reid
   • Spencer Reid Needs a Hug
   • Spencer Reid Angst
   • just pure misery everywhere
   • but he's so devastatingly in love
   • I Obviously Don't Know How To Tag
   • References to Drugs
   • i actually need help
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • barely

   Summary

   Spencer's addiction starts to cause his relationship to unravel quicker than he can pick everything back up. Sometimes, love just isn't enough to fix it.

   Series

   • Part 1 of numb, but i still feel it & a knock at the door

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   5,350

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   4

   Kudos:

   17

   Bookmarks:

   6

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