But nobody else will forgive me quite as often as you

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• There is love that doesn’t have a place to rest by Sandyfeatherss

  Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series  

  • Mature
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M, Multi
  • Complete Work

  25 Feb 2026

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Charles | Grian/Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
  • Mentioned Charles | Grian/Anthony Viviano | Bigbst4tz2
  • Charles | Grian
  • Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
  • Jellie | GoodTimesWithScar's Cat
  • mentioned zombiecleo - Character
  • Mentioned Scott Major
  • Mentioned Martyn Littlewood - Character
  • Mentioned Big B - Character
  • Temporary Character Death
  • Suicide
  • Suicide note technically
  • Not Beta Read
  • no beta we die like scar in the desert
  • Technically Avian Grian but it’s mentioned like once lol
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Not Canon Compliant
  • I haven’t actually watched Scar or Grian’s double life povs I’m a fake fan
  • Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar Needs a Hug
  • Major character death but it’s Minecraft so it’s not really permanent
  • Minecraft Mechanics
  • One-Sided Attraction
  • kind of?
  • Angst with a Bittersweet Ending
  • Sad Ending
  • Fic named after a crane wives song
  • Implied/Referenced Cheating
  • Lowkey Toxic
  • Hurt No Comfort

  Summary

  Scar was tired of everything.

  He just wanted things to go back to the way they were

  —
  Aka Scar kills himself after cutting he and Grian’s soul ties.

  Series

  • Part 1 of But nobody else will forgive me quite as often as you

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,583

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  9

  Kudos:

  23

  Bookmarks:

  3

  Hits:

  173

• If I leave (I never will) by Sandyfeatherss

  Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  26 Feb 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Charles | Grian/Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
  • Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
  • Charles | Grian
  • Mentioned Docm77 - Character
  • Grian actually apologises for double life
  • Minecraft Mechanics
  • Light Angst
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Kinda
  • Hurt Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
  • Not Beta Read
  • no beta we die like scar in the desert
  • scar is in love with grian
  • like sickeningly so
  • Possibly Unrequited Love
  • I haven’t watched Hermitcraft season 9 so there may be some inaccuracies
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Not Canon Compliant
  • It’s kinda toxic I can’t lie
  • scar is just very devoted
  • Title from a Mitski Song

  Summary

  It takes two weeks after the end of Double life for Grian to apologise.

  —

  Aka
  After Scar’s abrupt end in double life, Grian certainly takes his sweet time to apologise

  Series

  • Part 2 of But nobody else will forgive me quite as often as you

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,007

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  36

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  268