searching for a fic that only exists in my head

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• Loving A Man That Shouldn't Exist by Totally_LYRICAL

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  19 Apr 2026

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • AveryTheMayo/Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • AveryTheMayo (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • AveryTheMayo's Mother (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Derek | d3rLord3's Mother (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Original Characters
  • (in the form of derek's sister)
  • Suicide Attempt
  • no one dies to be clear
  • Eye Gouging
  • In chapter 2
  • but its not graphic
  • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
  • lmk if i miss any tags please
  • Derek | d3rLord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Derek | d3rLord3 Lives (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • POV Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • But Also!
  • POV Third Person Omniscient
  • the fun one can have with a narrator who has infinite knowledge
  • Emotional Hurt/Comfort

  Summary

  Avery’s face lit up in a smile, tears still staining his cheeks. He looked like the very sun– so bright and beautiful and burning and Derek had no idea how he could possibly have lived without him.
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  Derek survived his merge with the King and fell into a coma, but Avery doesn't know that. Not yet, at least.

  Series

  • Part 1 of searching for a fic that only exists in my head

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,128

  Chapters:

  1/?

  Comments:

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