Cigarette Smoke and The Nature of Love
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There was a girl back in the Akademiya. Odd, that she was so integral to his expulsion, and yet Zandik could not remember her name. He barely remembered her face. He remembered what she looked like when he cut her open at the picnic – the horror so fleeting, how her mouth slanted and froze there, like it intended to slide off her face. She’d thought he was handsome and interesting. He hadn’t cared if she thought he was the ugliest creature Irimsul ever recorded, truthfully. He just wanted to know what it looked like to see someone’s insides, how long it took for them to cool from the unyielding grip of death.
He cared if this stranger thought he was handsome.
“Do you trust me, Veksel?” He asked at last.
And Feofan smiled at him, glitter in those spellbinding eyes. “Not even slightly.”
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Zandik is not certain he loves. But he is certain he knows what he wants -- and what all versions of him have in common.
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- Part 1 of Cigarette Smoke and The Nature of Love
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Where a Heart Is Left to Wander by Yeshawrites
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
03 Jun 2026
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He stalked across the room, pulling his robe off as he went. “Where are the clones?”
“I sent them out.”
Good, he wanted to say, and couldn’t formulate the thought. Not when he was busy pulling at Zandik’s belt, fingers fumbling with the zipper on his trousers... He could barely think. Feofan knelt at the edge of the bed and opened his mouth, tongue lolling out, ready and waiting to be used.
Zandik smiled, and it was fucking everything.
“Good pet,” he murmured.
---Feofan reflects on his sexual encounters with Zandik -- and where sexual encounters with 45 fail to capture the same... well. Some hurts are too deep to think on too long.
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- Part 2 of Cigarette Smoke and The Nature of Love