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1. Where a Heart Is Left to Wander by Yeshawrites

   Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   03 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Il Dottore/Pantalone (Genshin Impact)
   • Il Dottore & Pantalone (Genshin Impact)
   • Il Dottore's Segments & Pantalone (Genshin Impact)
   • Il Dottore (Genshin Impact)
   • Il Dottore's Segments (Genshin Impact)
   • Pantalone (Genshin Impact)
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Mildly Dubious Consent
   • Transactional Consent
   • Drugged Sex
   • Aphrodisiacs
   • Anal Plug
   • Anal Sex
   • Emotional Hurt
   • Emotional Porn
   • i don't even know where to begin here
   • Ever want to have hurt feelings after seeing a man get off multiple times?
   • Sad porn???
   • I kinda have a brand with the whole 'sad sexual content' angle here huh
   • Fluff and Angst
   • it isnt nearly as dead dove as the tags imply
   • Grief/Mourning

   Summary

   He stalked across the room, pulling his robe off as he went. “Where are the clones?”
   “I sent them out.”
   Good, he wanted to say, and couldn’t formulate the thought. Not when he was busy pulling at Zandik’s belt, fingers fumbling with the zipper on his trousers... He could barely think. Feofan knelt at the edge of the bed and opened his mouth, tongue lolling out, ready and waiting to be used.
   Zandik smiled, and it was fucking everything.
   “Good pet,” he murmured.
   ---

   Feofan reflects on his sexual encounters with Zandik -- and where sexual encounters with 45 fail to capture the same... well. Some hurts are too deep to think on too long.

   Series

   • Part 2 of Cigarette Smoke and The Nature of Love

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