Harry Potter is Suicidal
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He wants to kill. He knows it’s bad, but he just wants something, someone to feel pain. He would quite like to be the person to feel pain. His uncle's beatings and cousin's games felt like a relief to him, he knows how to handle physical pain. He no longer wants to deal with mental pain. At this point he is honestly enjoying the pain from Umbridge detention, it gives him something to focus on and somewhere to channel his anger. He clenched and unclenched his hand. I must not tell lies. Harry wanted to feel physical pain. That’s not a lie.
That’s why he’s sitting at the top of the astronomy tower, his invisibility cloak over him and a sharp quill in his hand.
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Harry Potter has just returned to Hogwarts after the summer holidays and he already wants everything to stop. He wants to stop
5th year
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- Part 1 of Harry Potter is Suicidal
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“I want to kill myself.”
Harry had burst into Snape’s office without permission, without a soul knowing where he was. He sat once again without permission as the words left his mouth, causing Snape to slowly lift his head, eyes widening slightly to show an emotion Harry had never seen on the man before: shock.
Snape lowered his quill and opened his mouth to speak, but Harry interrupted him. “I know you hate me, and you’re probably more surprised I’m coming to you rather than surprised over the fact I’m not going to literally anyone else, but you won’t coddle me, and I don’t need coddling.”
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Or Harry wants to kill himself and goes to his hated professor to tell him why before he does it and Snape suddenly is forced to help him
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- Part 2 of Harry Potter is Suicidal
